As mentioned earlier, because my soul separated during childhood, the fusion with the higher self is occurring now.

Therefore, it becomes clear that there are people who do not experience the fusion with the higher self, as spiritual teachings describe. If a person has been physically and mentally healthy from birth to the present, they have lived their life without separating their soul. In that case, since the soul was not originally separated, there would be no fusion.

When I recall and trace the fragments of memories within the soul group to which I belong, I don't seem to find any examples, like this time, of a fusion with the higher self (or what could be called a fusion with the Purusha). Before each person lives their life, a part of the soul group separates, and then, that separated part, without separating or fusing, lives its entire life.

Indeed, there is some separation during ascension after death, and certain parts are separated... but that is not always the case. In most cases, after death, the entire soul remains intact, drifting or ascending to heaven and returning to the soul group.

Therefore, the fusion with the higher self or the Purusha, or something like Samadhi, as mentioned in yoga and spiritual teachings, may only occur in special cases, and basically does not occur.

In reality, when I first experienced it, I thought everyone would be in that state. However, considering other people's experiences and various factors, it seems that the fusion is happening now because the separation (during childhood) originally occurred, and that it is necessary for people who experience it.

It seems quite natural that if there was no separation from the beginning, there would be no fusion.

However, in this case, because the soul separated during childhood, a relatively large part of the past that was inherited from the soul group is continuing in a dormant state, both in memories and in the aura, skipping decades. It's like a modern-day Urashima Taro, but even so, the aura of the life that has been lived is still intact, so there are no difficulties in daily life or work.

You might find this strange, but it's not exactly amnesia, yet the memories of the past few decades feel like events from a distant world. I sometimes think that what I experienced was something like a game, or perhaps someone else's life. Based on various physical evidence and circumstances, I believe those past events were real, but from the perspective of an aura that has been stored away from my body for decades, this world feels fresh and interesting, even though it should be familiar. It's a dualistic perception.

In terms of personality and memory, while the past personality and memories exist, the previously stored personality is becoming dominant, and my current memories are fading, making them vague and difficult to recall. It feels like I'm re-experiencing the world. Sometimes I feel like Urashima Taro or Jekyll and Hyde, and I think my personality is reverting to a state similar to when I was a child and experienced hardship and mental breakdown.

In the process of spiritual growth, when the separation of the soul and consciousness is resolved to a certain extent, the soul and consciousness (so-called aura) that were originally separated can return to oneself, creating the prerequisite for merging with the higher self. However, even if one grows to a spiritually conscious state to that extent, if the soul and consciousness were originally separated due to some painful experience, then merging with the higher self (or Purusha) will occur at that point. But if they were not separated from the beginning, then merging with the higher self will not occur, because they were one from the beginning.