It is a strange story, but perhaps my aura is in the process of being replaced. A tremendous force, what is commonly called a "Purusha," entered my body from the crown of my head. As that aura becomes dominant, I feel that my past aura is somehow fading away.

In reality, while I have memories of the past, those memories feel distant, as if they belong to someone else. The past feels like the memories of a different person.

It feels more like a process where the majority of a person's consciousness is being replaced, rather than memory loss. I have felt this way for quite some time, but until recently, the memories of the past were dominant, so I still considered myself the same person. I myself would say that I have occasionally experienced a Jekyll and Hyde-like double personality, but recently, that has been subsiding, and at the same time, a new personality seems to be emerging.

In spiritual circles, there are sometimes stories about "walk-ins." These are stories about a soul from another universe entering and using an abandoned body. It is said that it takes several years for the soul to settle in, and that during that time, the personality, preferences, and hobbies will be completely different from before. In that context, it is understood as a "replacement" rather than a "fusion."

In my case, I believe I had an original soul, which was fragmented into three "orbs of light" due to painful experiences in my youth, and I have been living with only 10% of my aura for a while. Therefore, looking back, I think that the hazy, somewhat empty state I experienced was a state where my soul was only 10%.

As for what happened to the remaining 90%, I believe it was held by what is commonly called a "guardian spirit," which was protecting me.

This was also to experience the hardships of this earthly life and to experience the dark aspects of this planet. It was to understand the suffering of people by being brought to the bottom. This was the result of repeatedly going back in time and trying again, and it was part of a life plan that I arrived at. My previous plans have been largely disrupted, and this time, it feels like a trial run, and I have been fortunate enough to barely manage to get by.

And when the "Purusha" entered about a year and a few months ago (in February of last year), I remember that it was as if about half of the aura that had been stored was returning. This is related to a memory of astral projection from childhood, and the purpose was to introduce only a portion of it (perhaps a little less than half) to stabilize the aura. This has been happening over the past year or so.

- At birth: Aura (soul) 100%.
- In childhood: 90% of the aura (soul) detaches, leaving 10% of the aura (soul) remaining.
- Adolescence: Living with 10% of the aura (soul). A life with a hazy consciousness. A blurred life.
- Middle age: Half of the detached aura returns. Recovering to a state of 50% aura (soul). 50% fusion with the higher self, which Hawaiian kahuna call the fusion with the lower self. Finally, returning to the level of an ordinary person.
- In the future: Recovering the remaining aura. This is the fusion with the remaining 50% of the higher self, and the fusion with what the Hawaiian kahuna call the higher self. This is the challenge for the future.

And, once the stability is confirmed and the aura is settled, it will be time to add the remaining aura. The reason it is divided into two stages is that if it is added all at once, the aura will not settle and will spread, making it impossible to awaken and causing an unstable and strange state of consciousness, which could lead to a so-called awakening failure, and it may be irreversible.

Even if it is divided into two stages, there is still a similar risk, but it is less risky than adding it all at once. It seems that the child's self, who separated from the body and transcended time and space (for the child), is waiting for the time to add the remaining aura.

Recently, I feel that the aura is starting to merge and settle quite a bit, and I feel that it is almost time. However, the one who decides is the child's self who separated from the body, and who transcends time and space, and who determines the timing from the perspective of a child who transcends time and space. If the judgment of the child's self is correct, it will go well.

In terms of the total amount of aura, it seems that more has been preserved. The fact that memories and properties are being exchanged, not just sensations, suggests that the aura is settling.

Regarding spiritual topics such as connecting with the higher self, merging with the Purusha, or walk-in, I don't think they directly apply to me. Although such stories exist in the world, in my case, it seems that the basic thing was the re-fusion with the aura that separated in childhood (it doesn't seem to be just that). Whether that is called connecting with the higher self, or the Purusha entering, or (the Yoga Sutra's) Darshana-samadhi, it seems to be a matter of interpretation. Such expressions are possible, but it seems that a simpler interpretation, such as recovering the soul that was lost, as said in Okinawa's Yuta and folk traditions, is easier to understand.

Based on my memories of astral projection experiences, the aura that separated from me and the aura that I had stored seem to be similar, yet slightly different. Even if the aura that separated from me when three balls of light shattered when I was a child is essentially stored by a guardian spirit, and only half of it has returned to me now, it feels like there is an aura from a long time ago that separated from the group soul and has unresolved issues being stored.

Logically, it should be the aura that separated when I was a child, but it also feels like it is an aura from a past incarnation.

This was a bit of a mystery, but according to the inspiration I received, both are correct. Since the origin of my aura as an incarnation is those past incarnation auras, even if it separated when I was a child, the feeling that it is an aura from the past is correct, as it is. If that is the case, I understand.

In addition to that, there are newly separated auras from the group soul that possess the necessary skills and knowledge for my future activities. Although the amount is not large, I feel that a small amount of these additional soul auras are also included within me. Therefore, not only have the auras that separated before I was a child returned, but there are also additional auras.

With the addition of these auras, my sensibilities, way of thinking, lifestyle, preferences for work, and even favorite places seem to be changing. This is not so much that I am changing, but rather that the nature of the auras that have entered is being reflected, and even though the nature of the original aura remains, the amount of aura that has entered is greater, so the things that have entered are becoming dominant in my way of thinking and in everything else.

And the sensibilities and ways of thinking based on the past auras, initially, I resisted and tried to continue my old ways, but recently, the resistance has become smaller, and the way of thinking and sensibilities of the newly entered auras are becoming more dominant. At first, there were times when my personality changed like Jekyll and Hyde, but recently, it has become calmer, and the old nature, old way of thinking, old personality, and old emotions are becoming less and less visible. In my daily life, the new nature is appearing more often, and gradually, the duality is being resolved little by little, and the personality changes have also decreased.

Thus, half of the aura that was being stored has merged and become established, and I think it is preparing for the eventual merging of the remaining half of the aura.