In my cases, when I reincarnate, I almost always have a mission. The mission varies depending on the life, but I prioritized the mission, which led to accumulating karma through conflicts and friction. This karma can be avoided to a certain extent, but if it accumulates, it becomes heavy and needs to be resolved.

Because I prioritize the mission, I generally don't intentionally resolve karma in my life. This time is somewhat special.

Karma accumulates in the group soul. In everyday life, I prioritize the mission, so when reincarnating as a fragment from the group soul, I don't bring that karma with me. Therefore, karma continues to accumulate.

In this context, "karma" refers to the narrow meaning of "unclean subtle impressions" (samskaras) rather than the fundamental system of karma. In the broad sense of the karma system, everything is karma, but it's as if the pending items of that karma system have accumulated. Moreover, these are not good things, so they need to be resolved.

In fulfilling my mission, I interact with various people, but most of the karma accumulated is from the negative impressions I received from those people. It's not possible to live away from society when you have a mission.

One of the main purposes was to resolve these accumulated unclean impressions (samskaras).

In addition to that, another major purpose was to verify the stages of awakening. This means that in past lives, my group soul often played a role similar to that of a spiritual guide (guru), and in reality, not only in past lives but also in this life, many fragments born from my group soul are currently active as gurus. However, a common dilemma for them was the "difficulty in awakening disciples" and the "inability to understand the disciples' struggles." The fragments born from my group soul awaken without much difficulty, as they are already awakened from the beginning. However, they lack the experience of going through the entire process of awakening from the beginning, which is a challenge.

This time, I can conveniently fall to the bottom and verify the stages of awakening as part of resolving karma.

I believe that the group soul is synonymous with the higher self, and that there is a vast self as the higher self, which exists as a being with personality and a human-like form, not as a vague cloud. That is the group soul, and it contains various wills. The higher self made this decision and created a fragment.

Even though it is called a group soul, it has roles and biases like the organs of the body, and these are separated, organized, and integrated by the will of the higher self. However, there were unresolved negative impressions (samskaras) accumulated in a part of the group soul, and a desire to "know the detailed stages for disciples to awaken" accumulated in another part. These two things were connected, and that is how I, as this life, was born.

The negative karma is a collection of negative impressions from each life, so I started with a heavy, dull (tamasic) aura. On the other hand, I also have a certain level of awakened consciousness, which is a duality.

I started experiencing difficulties right from the beginning of my life, and it took about 40 years to resolve about 80% of the negative karma. It is said that if I reach this point, the remaining karma can be resolved without any problems by merging with the group soul and having each fragment take on the karma of their respective lives, so this life is almost accomplished.

Regarding the other purpose, which is to verify the stages of awakening, I was interested in the very beginning of the stages, so I have already passed those stages. Therefore, it seems that whether or not I proceed further is optional. So, this purpose is also almost accomplished.

Therefore, I have been officially approved that the two major purposes of my life are almost accomplished, and I have been told that I can live as I please from now on.

However, there are still many things I can do, so I feel like I might want to try something.

While other fragments of the group soul are fulfilling their missions and contributing to the awakening of humanity on Earth, a recent common challenge is to integrate the separated religions. To that end, the fragments of my group soul are working hard.

There is also a large goal of preventing the destruction of the Earth.

Well, from my current life and position, it is difficult to engage in such activities. Also, if one has such a mission, their lineage and education would be carefully selected. So, if I were to do it, it might be easier to end this life, join Group Soul, and then reincarnate to be active. I think I would have quite different qualities then. Also, the afterlife transcends time and space, so it is possible to reincarnate in the same era after death.

Therefore, I think I should just take it easy and think of this life as occasional vacations. However, I might still do something. I feel like I have rested enough already.

Until now, I had a mission, and to fulfill it, I needed a certain amount of money, so I haven't been particularly poor. However, it is easier to resolve karma in a poor family. Also, the root of my disciples' problems is often poverty, so I lived a poor life to understand their problems. But now that I no longer have a reason to live a poor life, I think I can resolve my financial situation.

This is something I saw in a dream. I don't know if it's true.

Long ago, there was a conflict on a certain planet in the universe. My higher self, as part of a group soul, was defeated in that war. We reconciled and then left that planet to take care of Earth. The main body of the group soul came to Earth from the distant reaches of the universe, initially alone, but gradually joined by others. They have been involved with this Earth as masters.

Because I can transcend time, I have been involved in the distant past, but I mainly intervened at key points in history. I think I started to be more deeply involved around the end of the Lemurian period. Of course, I was involved even before the middle of the Lemurian period, and during that time, a part of my soul was extracted, and I was reborn on Earth for the first time at the end of the Lemurian period.

The "nucleus" I mentioned doesn't necessarily mean that it was always completely separated. As part of a group soul, there is integration and division, but when creating a soul fragment, there is a certain directionality. This directionality is what is called the "nucleus." It's a metaphor. In this lifetime, resolving karma was a major focus, so I have many other lives mixed in. Therefore, not everything about me was the same. It's a matter of lineage, and such things exist.

As one lineage of these soul fragments, there was a soul that separated from the group during the Lemurian period. My purpose was to learn about humans, the life on Earth, and the life on this planet. I was watching with interest.

Therefore, at that time, I was not specifically educating the people on Earth.

When I first came to Earth as a soul fragment, I did not have a physical body. Well, I had something that resembled a body. However, it was not as heavy as a normal person's body today. Soon after, Lemuria ascended. At that time, the body-like form became lighter, and the material became thinner and more subtle. The people were filled with joy, and they embarked on a journey to another world, a parallel universe, or a beautiful other world located right next to the current Earth, on another planet.

I had just arrived on Earth, and I still wanted to learn about Earth, so I stayed on Earth.

After that, I feel like I spent a long time on Earth. I was drifting around as a spirit, without a physical body.

The people living on Earth were barbaric, but the women had beautiful appearances. Their understanding and intuition were not high, and they lived according to their desires, which was not much different from people today.

At that time, there were still many trees on Earth, and the area around the cities was surrounded by forests.

At that time, I discovered a certain group.

They were people who lived not on the ground, but in dwellings floating in the air. There were not many of them, probably around 10 to 20 people. They were a vanguard of the Pleiades.

They initially lived in the air, inviting women from Earth to live with them. They possessed technology that seemed like magic, even with the scientific technology of today, and they had things like magic wands that could produce anything you desired, so they seemed to be able to live comfortably.

I was interested in them and decided to follow them. They were people who could see and talk to spirits. My life and these people would intersect many times.

The Pleiades vanguard had a mission to investigate the people of Earth and, if possible, to educate them spiritually. This has been a long and ongoing mission, with the same soul being reborn on Earth many times to continue the mission. There have been many times, not just in the Middle Ages, when witches were persecuted and burned at the stake. They often lived quietly among the prejudiced people of Earth.

My original purpose was to understand the people of Earth, which was more of a sense of enjoyment, an interest, and a feeling of joy, rather than an academic understanding. Therefore, it was not education in the true sense, but as I interacted with the Pleiades vanguard, I gradually became interested in the spiritual enlightenment of people.

Originally, I was not interested in the worries or desires of the people of Earth. I was not interested in why they were worried, and I didn't even understand the fundamental concept of "worry." I didn't understand what was so good about alleviating the "worries" that humans had. Basically, I didn't worry, so I didn't understand why people were worried. I only came to understand what it was like to have worries in life because I once hit rock bottom in this lifetime to resolve karma, but before that, I didn't understand why people were worried. Honestly, now that I am somewhat awakened, I don't understand what the worries of others are. I know what worries are because I remember them, but I feel like as I become more awakened, I don't understand the worries of others. So, I was not interested in the worries or desires of others, but as I was with the Pleiades vanguard, I sometimes helped with education.

The members of the Pleiades advance team are still alive in this era, and I had the opportunity to meet a few of them directly when I was in my twenties. These individuals seem to continue enlightening people's consciousness. It seems they were quite active for a period, but what is the situation now? I haven't heard much news about them. Perhaps they are doing various things in places unknown to me. In this lifetime, they also had connections with the Japanese deities, and they were involved in various activities. They claimed to have performed all the secret rituals instructed by the deities, but from my perspective, it's not entirely clear whether they are truly the Japanese deities. However, since these individuals make their own decisions, and they are basically independent of me and the Pleiades advance team, I don't interfere.

In this way, while working in conjunction with others, I have sometimes acted as a "ghostwriter" for the Pleiades advance team, conducting spiritual readings for clients the night before and relaying the information. I have also been involved in various activities, such as being a fortune teller, a spiritual guide in India, and a spiritual teacher in England.

However, not only my own soul fragments, but also dozens of other soul fragments from my group soul are still acting as spiritual guides (gurus) in various parts of the world. Therefore, my group soul is deeply involved in spiritual enlightenment.

This is another story I saw in a dream. I don't know if it's true.

In several lifetimes, I was reincarnated, and at one point, I was a mathematician affiliated with a prestigious academy, perhaps in France or somewhere similar. In my youth, I presented a certain theory, continued research on it, and by the time I was older, my theory was being taught in textbooks, eventually becoming commonplace.

In that life, I was a fairly prominent scholar, building upon the theory I created in my youth.

As I spent a long time in that world, I became an authority, gaining prestige, but I think my ego expanded because I was fawned over, and I became irritable about even minor things. I continued to be in a state where only I understood and others didn't, and eventually, that theory was included in textbooks, so I may have looked down on others. This is a point of reflection.

Perhaps to reflect on this, or perhaps as a reaction, in my next life, I wanted to be a scholar, but I couldn't get into the academy, and I made a living as a teacher, but it seems I struggled financially.

I remember struggling financially because I was too careless and didn't prepare for the next life.

Because I struggled financially, in my next life, I was born into the home of a merchant in Paris, France, on the eve of the French Revolution, so that I wouldn't struggle financially. My business was doing fairly well, and as planned, I was living a life without financial worries.

However, the economy gradually worsened, and people began to have trouble even getting food.

I was a merchant, and I also ran a small bar and a general store, so I had dealings with merchants from the outskirts of Paris.

One day, I called a meeting with the directors of other merchants.

The prices of goods are rising rapidly. This is because the major wholesalers who supply goods to Paris are raising prices. However, we are also struggling. If the purchase price continues to rise, and the retail price remains the same, we will go bankrupt. Therefore, we decided to adjust prices together and raise the prices of major items. And that was agreed upon.

Thus, a price-fixing cartel was formed on the eve of the French Revolution.

Although the prices had been gradually increasing, the cartel raised the prices sharply. This stabilized the revenue of the retailers. However, it caused problems for the residents.

One day, a regular customer came to buy bread and sundries and, seeing that the prices had suddenly risen, complained, "Why are the prices so high?"

In response, I said:
"The purchase price is rising. Try going to other stores. The prices are high everywhere. Last week, we bought it for ○○. But this week, it's ○○. This week's purchase price is higher than last week's selling price. If we add a commission, it will be about this much. There's nothing we can do about it."

When the customer said, "Then, please sell it at the purchase price," I replied, "No. If we don't have a commission, we won't make a profit, and we won't be able to make the next purchase. The next purchase will be even more expensive. If you can't get the goods, you'll be in trouble, won't you? There's nothing we can do. The wholesalers are raising the prices..."

That was the truth, but it was also a fact that the cartel was stabilizing prices.

As a result of repeating such things, quite a bit of dissatisfaction must have accumulated. Soon, voices began to be heard from all over, saying, "The residents are gathering in the streets! "The king must be overthrown!"

I thought, "There's no way they can overthrow the king," so I didn't participate in the demonstrations and kept my store open, but I was surprised when I heard that the king had been overthrown.

At the time, I was simply surprised, but now, I regret that I should have walked around more and experienced the atmosphere at such a historical moment (laughs).

However, it wasn't as passionate as Les Misérables, but more of a feeling of anger and frustration, so I feel that Les Misérables is somewhat romanticized. That's how I feel as someone who lived in that era.

Thus, the king was overthrown, and the prices returned to some extent.

However, although it improved somewhat, the fundamental situation did not change. In any era, the common people are used by those in power. I think that there were people who wanted to overthrow the king, and the common people were simply manipulated.

This is another story I saw in a dream or meditation. I don't know if it's true.

As I wrote before, if you trace some of my lineage through the group soul, there was a psychic who was tortured by the Nazis. It turns out that this has been surfacing as a trauma for me, as an inner child, time and time again.

When I meditate, I enter different levels of stillness, but there's a feeling of a heavy burden that I can't seem to penetrate deeply.

I've meditated many times, trying to find out what that is.

I was able to bring up and resolve most of the traumas that arose during my childhood, such as those from school life and other experiences. However, this deep-seated trauma would surface at unexpected times, making it troublesome.

Even when I was living a normal life, this trauma would suddenly appear, and since it was made up of emotions rather than just conflict, I couldn't easily realize that the reason for the trauma was the torture by the Nazis. I just thought it was a trauma caused by pushing myself to the bottom in order to resolve karma in my youth. That was until I realized this.

I probably noticed it little by little each time. However, I don't think I was ready to face it directly yet.

When Kundalini rose and Ajna became dominant, the amount of energy increased, and I was able to positively resolve childhood traumas with that energy. I've realized that as power increases, you become more positive and have fewer distractions.

However, being imprisoned and tortured by the Nazis while performing psychic visions is fundamentally different. It seems that these traumas were not yet resolved. Even though Ajna was becoming dominant and I was starting to feel it without chanting mantras (Note 1), it seems that it could only resolve traumas from this lifetime.
Note 1: I've had a strong sensation in Ajna from chanting mantras for quite some time.

Occasionally, in my youth, I experienced sudden surges of strong emotions and curses in my daily life. When I was a child, I didn't have much negative experiences because of the aura I was born with, but after being pushed to the bottom, I started to be haunted by traumas.

And now, I've mostly resolved the basic karma that needed to be resolved in this lifetime, but it seems that the resentment and curse of being tortured by the Nazis has occasionally surfaced as a deep-seated karma.

Sometimes, I suddenly lose myself and find myself cursing, "Die, die, die..." Although I can now recognize it before losing myself and regain my composure, it has sometimes made it difficult to live a peaceful life.

As I wrote before, the Nazis locked me (or part of my past life) in a bleak prison and, as punishment for trying to escape, they put a ring-like object on my head. This ring was attached to my skull with screws, and it was painful to move slowly, and I often had headaches. If I wasn't careful when sleeping, the screws would dig into my head, causing pain and waking me up.

The bed was already poor, but I became even less able to sleep, and my abilities declined. And each time, I deepened my curse on the Nazis. Every night, I cursed, "Die, die, die...", and during the war, I was made to perform psychic visions, but I think I intentionally chose or withheld the results of the visions to make the Nazis lose. It wasn't a psychic vision that could be explained with words, but rather a visual image projected from the palm of my hand into space. Even so, I intended to choose what to show in order to make it unhelpful to the Nazis or to make them misunderstand.

Furthermore, I think I even invaded the minds of the Nazis and caused them to collapse. Other people may have been cursing the Nazis, but at least in my past life, I was cursing the Nazis with the intention of causing their mental breakdown. My wishes were two: the death of the Nazis and the defeat of Nazi Germany in the war.

For a long time, I didn't know where these sudden trances and the emotions and curses of saying "Die, die, die..." were coming from. I continued to meditate and explored the deep-seated traumas that remained even after organizing the traumas of this lifetime, and that's when I arrived at the Nazis.

Not only for me, but I think it's better not to anger psychic individuals. The Nazis were trying to use psychic individuals, but if they were angered, they would definitely retaliate.

Death is not the end, but rather, you are more free to operate after death, so you will be retaliated against from the very beginning. I don't think curses get stronger after death, but there are various things that happen while you are alive, so curses may become smaller, but if you die with a curse, the curse will likely last a long time.

In a way, it's possible that the defeat of Nazi Germany was due to the anger of some of my past lives. Perhaps, if some of my past lives hadn't been imprisoned and tortured, Germany might have fared better in the war. There's a timeline where the German Empire still rules Eastern Europe. It seems that the anger of some of my past lives was the reason for their downfall.

If you could curse the minds of the Nazis, causing their judgment to become clouded, the collapse of the Nazi Empire would be easy. You could shock their brains or hearts to kill them, but that would release their spirits, and they might try to kidnap and torture others in their next life. It's more effective to inflict such pain on them that they never want to torture anyone again, rather than simply killing them. That's not just a curse; it's also a way to eliminate evil from this world.

...Again, this is a story about dreams and meditation, and I don't know if it's true.

This curse was dormant within me, and I discovered it when I went deep into meditation and explored my past lives.

I've never been interested in the "inner child," and I've always thought that while I've heard the explanation of "inner child" many times and many people talk about it, I never really understood it. However, recently, when I went into deep meditation and saw this curse and the soul of the woman who was emitting it (who was a woman in that past life), I realized that it was indeed the "inner child."

A part of me who was tortured by Nazi Germany is the inner child, filled with curses and sadness. That's what I discovered in recent meditations. There's an inner child huddled up, hugging their legs, crying while cursing.

I gently stroke their head and say, "It's okay. The Nazis are gone. There are no more people who will torture you. You are safe. Please stand up."

By doing so, I feel that the curses from the past that the inner child is holding are gradually being released.

In yoga, the right side of the body is said to be Pingala, representing the male, solar nature, while the left side is Ida, representing the female, lunar nature. This inner child was sleeping on the left side of my body.

She was a healthy woman, but she became emaciated as she was tortured, and her abilities diminished (although there was also an aspect of pretending to be). When she was finally discarded, she had an atmosphere similar to Sybil Trelawney from Harry Potter. That inner child is sleeping within me and needs healing.

I've come to think that the reason I haven't been able to manifest spiritual abilities in this life is because I haven't healed this inner child.

When I trace that reincarnation line, in the reincarnations after being tortured, she became very good at hiding her abilities and didn't use them much. That's not just hiding; it's also that the trauma of being tortured wasn't healed, and the fear of using her abilities was suppressing them.

After the torture, the torture marks remained on the skull, revealing a gruesome appearance. She was injured, had a painful expression, and no one would pay attention to an old woman. That trauma is sleeping within her as an inner child.

My purpose in this life is to clear past karma, so various parts of my past lives are incorporated into this life's soul. Among them, this inner child seems to be included. When I trace the line of this inner child, it seems that she hasn't reincarnated much recently. After being tortured by the Nazis, she reincarnated only once or twice, and then remained dormant in the group soul as karma. Recently, there have been more reincarnations as male aspects. The reincarnations as males are a line that goes from the Emperor to the common people, understanding ordinary people, and sometimes merges and separates (splits) with the group soul, but there is also a female lineage of witches, such as Joan of Arc.

In any case, this life is positioned as a settlement of karma, so it's not the main body carrying that karma, but rather a collection of parts of karma that were accumulated in each life, forming a single soul. So, I wasn't Joan of Arc, and I wasn't a witch myself. There's just a part of me that's connected to those lineages. It's not just that I exist; it's that the worst parts of the karma, the most traumatic parts, are collected. Therefore, it would be disrespectful to call myself a saint. That's what the group soul is like.

In this way, I was born as a vessel, and a part of the witch who was tortured by the Nazis as a target for karmic retribution, sleeps within me as an inner child.

Even if you could do various things, most people with abilities are harmless, and most of them are not interested in worldly, material benefits. However, if you capture or torture such people, you will definitely receive a strong retaliation. This is because it can twist the person's life, and sometimes even twist the future that was almost predetermined by the state. Therefore, you should not think about using people with abilities for your own purposes. For example, there is the curse of the Taira clan. That is still a mild case. If you have a truly strong person with abilities, the country would have already been destroyed.

During meditation, an image of a person who may have once hated me appeared in my mind.

Until now, I have basically let people who hate me be. I thought it was good to do so, but now I think that my purpose in this life was to resolve karma and to verify the steps towards enlightenment, so I judged that I should let them hate me in order to be pushed to the bottom or to understand and learn about the state of being hated.

My conscious mind does not want to be hated, and I thought that if I were hated, I should return it and retaliate. However, in my subconscious, I thought that being hated was a necessary learning experience, so it would be better to learn how I change by not retaliating and understanding what it is like to be hated. Since the subconscious wins over the conscious mind, I have been passively accepting hatred until now.

Therefore, I must have seemed like an easy target to the other person. The other person probably thought that they could hate me and push me to the bottom without any consequences. However, every time I was hated by someone, someone was pushing me into an environment where I needed to learn. So, in a sense, it can be said that the other person was moving according to my will and hating me. Everything was moving within my grasp.

However, recently, I have hardly needed that anymore, and I thought that I should probably settle things and protect myself.

Sometimes, during meditation, I find needle-like things within myself. I think I have removed most of the large ones, but there are still some small ones remaining.

This time, I tried declaring, "I will return all the hatred towards me." Then, the remaining small needles gradually disappeared. It seems that they were deeply rooted in my aura.

The declaration continued, "I will return the hatred towards me, and I will consolidate it to a specific point in the present or past for each person."This is what it means: the other person has been harboring resentment towards me for days, weeks, or months, but instead of returning it individually, I declared that I would collect it all, transcending time and space, and return it to them as a single, time-transcending entity.

The intention was to transform the resentment, which would otherwise bounce back and potentially return to me, into a powerful weapon that would return to the sender.

I don't know what will happen to the other person as a result. It could be a traffic accident, or simply trauma or depression.

I no longer harbor any resentment towards the other person, so I made a further declaration: "I will add nothing. But I will take nothing away. I will return 100% of the resentment the other person has towards me."

This is to ensure that no karma remains with me.

The needles embedded in my body, which I can see as needles, are actually masses of resentment. When I look closely, they appear disgusting, like black grime clogging my pores. These are gradually disappearing with each declaration, and I feel that they are likely returning to the person who generated the resentment.

In the past, I used the other person's resentment because I needed it, but resentment is still resentment. Therefore, I believe it is best to return the resentment to the other person. If I were to discard it, this kind of resentful thought would float around like clouds, potentially attaching itself to innocent people. Sometimes, people suddenly become negative, and this can be caused by such an accident. It is better to have them take responsibility for it than to simply discard it.

When performing this kind of "curse reversal," it is important to note that the curse may be reflected back if the other person has higher energy.

Curse reversal success pattern: Person who cursed → (curse) → Me → (curse reversal) → If the person who cursed has lower energy than me, the curse reversal is successful. The curse returns entirely to the person who cursed.
Curse reversal failure pattern: If the person who cursed has higher energy than me, the curse reversal will fail.

Therefore, I suspect that if I tried to reverse the curse when I was young, during a time when I was deliberately lowering myself to the bottom and depleting my energy to test the path to enlightenment, the curse reversal would have failed because the other person had higher energy. I probably tried this many times, but failed. Even that failure was likely a learning experience, as I had almost never failed at curse reversal in past lives. The fact that I failed at dealing with the curse due to low energy was a necessary lesson.

However, now that Kundalini has awakened and my aura's energy has shifted towards Ajna, I have no energy deficiencies.

Therefore, I decided that it was time to stop, and made the above declaration, which seems to have worked well.

In addition to resentment, I decided to return other things as well.

- I will return the feeling of belittling me to the person who belittled me.
- I will return the feeling of contempt to the person who disdained me.

I added these items, which are similar to resentment, to the declaration.

It seems that by expressing these things in words, they function as rules in the subtle world.
And once written as rules in the subconscious, they seem to work without specific instructions.

In addition to the past, I also declared that, in principle, the same rules would apply to the future, returning resentment and contempt in the same way.

This type of declaration probably becomes effective because I am slightly connected to the universe. I suspect that before this, even if I made a declaration, it wouldn't reach the universe. Unlike before, my declarations are becoming effective, although not always.

■ Returning to those who tried to belittle me

First, I returned it through meditation, and then, after a few hours, I received feedback.

There was a feeling of pressure, especially in the upper right side of my head, as if someone was trying to push back.

Who is it...? I looked around and found that it was the person who tried to belittle me when I was in elementary school. Does this person harbor so much resentment towards me, even across time and space? I focused my energy on my forehead and pushed back against that feeling. Then, I heard a "tick-tick" sound in my forehead or slightly above it. It seems pressure is being applied.

This person was like this:

At one point, a teacher in a moral education class proposed that students anonymously write a one-page "good and bad" assessment of another student in the class and send it. The rule was to draw names randomly, write the student's name in the upper right corner of the paper, and the recipient's name in the upper left corner, with the teacher cutting off the student's name before the recipient read it. Looking back, it seems unnecessary to write one's own name if it's anonymous, but that was the rule at the time. I think I wrote about a girl I wasn't particularly interested in. And I received something from a girl named "Chiho."

During that class, someone tried to sabotage me by intentionally writing my name in the wrong place and writing something terrible to send to the girl. The location of the name was specified, and I didn't write anything about that girl anyway. Someone was trying to defame me.

And now, I've seen the face of someone who was a classmate at that time, and I realized, "Ah, it was that person."

That person went to the girl who was feeling down and said in a loud, cheerful voice, "What a terrible thing to say!" But her tone was very cheerful, which was contradictory.

As anyone with a little life experience would know, the person who says such things is likely the culprit. However, as elementary school students, we were divided into those who glared at me and those who wondered who actually wrote it. Well, the girl quickly realized that someone was trying to defame me, but I think some discord remained.

The situation was like this:

* Me: Wrote about a girl I barely knew and submitted it.
* Chiho: Submitted to me. The content was more about wanting everyone to not think strangely of herself (Chiho) than about me.
* A-chan: Slightly interested in me, but not in a romantic way.
* B-kun: Probably likes A-chan. Wants to break A-chan's feelings for me.
* Me: Don't feel anything for A-chan. (Sorry.)

So, it was a two-birds-with-one-stone strategy for the person who wanted to defame me and separate A-chan's feelings from me.

It's amazing how elementary school students can come up with such a scheme.

I now know that the person who was making me feel pressured was that person from the past, so I sent a counter-pressure, and surprisingly, it quickly subsided.

In the past, I might not have been able to defend myself with the "nine-character cut" because I lacked energy, but now my kundalini is active, and I have enough energy to defend and deflect. However, this person seems to be persistent, so I think I'll cut them a few times with a spiritual sword. If you create a tear in their aura, impure spirits will enter from there and self-destruct. You don't need to directly harm people like that; the best way is to defeat them with your own energy.

Also, it's helpful to ask your guardian spirit for help.

If you ask them to take care of the person who is hating you, your guardian spirit will help.

Often, Tibetan monks will deal with such situations. However, spirits of deceased friends and family members who are in the spirit world can also help. For example, my past wife or a close, energetic woman might say, "That's outrageous!" and argue directly with the person's guardian spirit.

Well, that's not much different from how a kind, nosy neighbor would handle things. They have their own ways of dealing with things, and I have many energetic women who are my acquaintances, so if they go to the guardian spirit of the person and complain, the person will back down, or if it's someone who can't be reasoned with, they might take pity on me and put them in a situation so terrible that it's beyond words.

The two guardian spirits will deal with it in their own way, but when acquaintances or family spirits intervene, it's often like a neighbor yelling.

Surprisingly, the way things are handled in the human world is similar to the way things are handled in the spirit world.

People who defame others may do so for worldly gain, but if you hate such people, your aura will become tainted, and you will have fewer friends, acquaintances, and family spirits to help you. That's also similar to the human world. Guardian spirits don't attach to people who live their lives for worldly gain.

First, live a good life in the human world, cherish the people you meet, and cherish your family. Then, your family will help you in the afterlife. That's the basic principle. Therefore, the way you live in the human world is fundamental. Even if you defame someone and gain a woman through that, the relationship you build will ultimately be like that, and you will likely experience problems repeatedly in the afterlife and in the next life. It's best not to get involved with people who hate or are hated. There is no need to be bound by marriage in the afterlife, but people you want to live with in the next life or people who were close to you will gather in the same place and help you.

Not only will they not help you, but if, for example, someone is trying to belittle you, their intentions are clear from the spiritual realm, and that can deeply disappoint many spiritual friends, acquaintances, and even the spirits of former family members who are watching over you. As a result, they may stop being your friends, stop watching over you, and you may be abandoned by your former family, leaving you isolated in the human world.

There is no guarantee that you will have a guardian spirit, and those who have been abandoned in this way may not be fortunate enough to have spiritual friends or acquaintances to guide them after death, and they may end up wandering the earth as wandering spirits without even realizing they are dead. It's a very difficult situation, but there are countless people in the intermediate stages.

Therefore, if you try to belittle others or harbor hatred for others, you should first expect to be looked down upon by spiritual friends, acquaintances, and former family members who are connected to you from past lives. There are also cases where you are not looked down upon and are surrounded by similar people, but that is also a sign that you have fallen to the lowest point.

In any case, you should not associate with people who try to belittle others, and you should not retaliate with hatred.

However, it is okay to retaliate against hatred.

I once wrote a story about the realm of angels.

The princess in that story visits Earth from a planet in the distant universe, which is equivalent to the realm of angels. However, the world where angels exist is at a higher dimension than the spiritual world or the world of the dead, where ordinary people go after death.

The world of spirits or the afterlife is a world where thoughts become reality. Basically, people appear in the best form they chose in their previous life. For men, it is often the form of a healthy young man, and for women, it is almost always the form of the most beautiful age. In that world, you can create houses, furniture, and landscapes as you like. It is easy to move your body in any way you want. The world of the afterlife is said to be made up of "beliefs."

On the other hand, the realm of angels is at an even higher level.

However, it is quite connected, and people can recognize that world as their consciousness increases. However, even after death, people who have not undergone special training will not be aware of the existence of that world. It is normal for people to become spirits after death and not be aware of the existence of the realm of angels. It is natural that people cannot perceive it during their lifetime.

However, even humans can reach the realm of angels.

For example, a certain guardian spirit was originally a monk who practiced in Tibet and ascended to the realm of angels to serve and be used by a master. Even if someone is originally a human, it is possible to reach the realm of angels.

Therefore, it is not that the world is particularly divided, but that there are differences in the world that can be recognized.

The realm of angels, to be precise, the planet where angels originally lived, which is in the distant universe, is what is most appropriately called the realm of angels. However, generally, I think that the high-dimensional world where angels are active in the dimension where this Earth exists is called the realm of angels, so I am using it in that sense here.

In the high-dimensional world where angels are, the so-called Archangels are at the center, and angels or people who have reached the realm of angels from Earth work according to their instructions. Sometimes, aliens also come to consult. Originally, angels are aliens who came from a distant planet, and aliens are quite common.

In this way, angels and beings associated with angels cooperate to guide the Earth.

In particular, among the personnel dispatched to the ground, important people are called "masters." They were once famous under the names of secret societies or Himalayan masters, but they are not always in that form, and they are often integrated into normal society. Some people reveal it, while others do not.

This relationship has existed since ancient times and still exists. In this way, the realm of angels and the human world are closely involved.

As I wrote before, this system will continue until the Archangel judges that the "completion" has been achieved and witnesses the golden age of the new Earth.

From the perspective of the Archangel, they are working beyond time and space, so for the angels, that era will come relatively soon, but it may take many generations for people on Earth to feel it. Or it may be surprisingly soon. The perception of time is different between angels and humans, so what angels call "soon" is not easily understood by humans.

In affirmations, it seems like you use the past tense, and I thought that might mean this.

During meditation, I felt something like smoke extending from the top of my head, and when I explored further, it seemed like I was transcending time and space. Because I was transcending time and space, I tried to explore the future, and it seemed like the future was on the "right side" (upper right). I saw a thread of fate, and one of the options seemed to be slowly swaying closer to me.

Perhaps, when that future comes to me, that timeline will become reality.

So, I envisioned a certain future... or rather, I had a vision of that possibility for a while, so I was looking for which direction that timeline was. I was trying to find out where that future was, and by imagining that future, I was trying to match my vibrations and find out where things with the same vibrations were.

Then, when I found the future I wanted, I grabbed it tightly with something like a smoky arm. And I stretched the thread of the timeline to go to that future.

At that moment, I wasn't consciously thinking about affirmations, but unconsciously, the thought "I did ○○" came to my mind in the past tense. Since I was transcending time and space, it might be the past tense from the perspective of the realized spacetime.

This wasn't the order of first knowing affirmations as knowledge and then expressing them in the past tense. I had previously thought that affirmations didn't work, so I knew about them but didn't believe in them. So, I just happened to be in a state similar to an affirmation during today's meditation, and I thought, "Maybe affirmations mean this."

If that's the case, I can understand that even if the words in the affirmations that are abundant in the market are correct, the actual form is quite different.

I think that affirmations in the market are things that declare the desired future in the "past tense," but I don't think that will be realized just by declaring it consciously. I've also heard explanations of affirmations like "implanting it in the subconscious," but if you're not doing enough meditation, you can't do that, and just hearing about it makes you go "What the heck?" In reality, I don't think you can do that.

Although I realized that affirmations exist after having an affirmation-like experience during this meditation, I don't know if it's the same as what the person who first came up with affirmations actually said. It's just that it feels a bit like an affirmation.

In my case, I extended my consciousness from the top of my head like smoke during meditation, and I pulled the future closer. If you call that an affirmation, I guess it is, but it's about the future, so whether that future will actually be realized is something that needs to be verified in the future. I will observe and see if this affirmation actually worked.

During meditation, I saw a very large crystal ball that seemed to be controlling the mass media and television.
Its purpose was to destroy Japanese families and communities and to invade Japan.
It seems that it has succeeded to some extent in destroying Japanese identity by creating discord among families and destroying the bonds of communities.

Actually, I wasn't thinking about such social issues during meditation, but rather I was looking at the cause of trauma deep within myself. Suddenly, that cause appeared, and what appeared was a large crystal ball. I wondered what it was, and it turned out to be a dark crystal ball controlling the mass media and television.

I wasn't thinking about how to deal with the mass media and television, or anything grandiose like that. It simply appeared. It's quite personal.

I felt a strange urge to break that crystal ball that appeared personally. When I hit it several times with a hammer, it cracked, broke in half, and some of the tension in my shoulders eased. It seems that this crystal ball was causing some kind of trouble.

I don't know whether this is a personal matter or a social one.

At least, I have experienced many conflicts in my life that I believe were caused by the mass media and television since I was a child. I think that if it were someone else, they would be more angry at the mass media and television.

The crime of promoting competition and encouraging people to belittle others by calling it "interesting" is enormous. My guardian spirit explained that those who were involved in it will suffer in a place similar to hell after death. It seems that a considerable number of people who reported anti-Japanese news in the mass media or created programs that made fun of others on television will go to such a hell. Those people probably don't believe in hell, but the afterlife is a world where anything can be created instantly by "thought," so anything is possible. If you think of building a house, it will appear immediately, and a rich forest, a high-rise building, and a coast will be created, and the environment around you will be created depending on the strength of your thoughts. However, it is not possible to create the human soul. Therefore, people who create programs that make fun of others in the mass media and television are accumulating a lot of resentment. Accumulating resentment means that there is a possibility of being caught and thrown into a hellish place after death. That is what it means to accumulate the resentment of others.

There are also people like hell guards in the afterlife. If you have influential guardian spirits or friends and acquaintances, there may be a pardon, but most people who do not have such friends and acquaintances are likely to go to hell. It's not too late to create sincere mass media reports and television programs now. It seems that the resentment will be reduced somewhat. It is all up to you, and you can do whatever you want. If you want to go to hell, you can do whatever you want, but if you think that such things don't exist, you can do whatever you want. If you think "This wasn't what I expected" after death, it will be too late. While you are alive, you have a body and laws, but after death, it is in a sense "a free-for-all," so there are all kinds of hells, and you may even go to a hell where you are repeatedly killed by demons. People nowadays don't believe it, but in the afterlife, anything can be created, so anything is possible. Hell did not originally exist, but it exists because the Japanese people think that it exists. Hell is created by the imagination of the Japanese people, so it is not possible to throw criminals into an existing hell.

Well, anyway, I destroyed the crystal ball that appeared to me, so at least the root cause of the disharmony caused by the mass media and television that surrounds me will be resolved from now on. I don't know about society. However, it was a very large crystal palace, so it may have some impact on society.

I have known this for quite some time, but the appearance of the crystal ball made it much more concrete.

In the morning, during meditation, I reached a point of near tranquility when I suddenly saw the image of my inner child. The inner child was crouching down, hugging its legs.

I wondered, "What is it?" Then, I realized that it was a feeling of compassion. As soon as I realized this, the inner child stood up, and a suppressed feeling of compassion began to surface.

Looking back, I had two purposes in this lifetime. To achieve these, I needed to put myself in a difficult situation. First, my family environment was terrible, and the community was even worse.

My father and older brother were the type of people who laughed at others and found joy in it. They would laugh and mock me and others when we were sick or injured. My classmates were the same; I was often bullied and ridiculed for even the smallest things. Every day was filled with anger and frustration. At first, I was just angry, but eventually, as I began to rebel, I found that I had unconsciously developed a tendency to ridicule others. Perhaps, this was a way to learn about the feelings of ordinary people in a low-class environment, which could also be seen as a positive aspect.

I remember that before the Edo period, I was born as a noble or a royal. The general society was somewhat "scary" because I had never experienced it before. In my group soul's past lives, I was even an emperor of Japan or a Roman emperor.

It was unthinkable to be mixed with so many vulgar people in a general society. However, when I was killed in a rebellion during my time as a Chinese emperor, I realized that I needed to learn more about ordinary people. So, I decided to live among ordinary people to learn about them. When I was an emperor, I admired rulers who understood the feelings of ordinary people and governed accordingly. I wanted to become someone who could understand the feelings of ordinary people. The first time I was born as an ordinary person was during the Edo period as a lower-ranking samurai. Later, in modern times, I lived as a businessman, but I don't think I ever experienced an environment as low-class as this one.

Even when I chose to live among ordinary people to understand them, I usually lived in environments with a certain degree of order. This lifetime, however, was different. I was born into a harsh environment, poverty, and a community where people were quick to resort to violence. This was the first time I had experienced such a difficult situation.

Before being born into such a low-class environment, I didn't understand the feelings of people who ridiculed others. I wondered, "Why do these people ridicule others?" "Why do some people laugh at the failures of others?" "Why do some people sabotage others?" "Why do some people treat their grandchildren cruelly?" I had many such questions. Of course, the main purpose was to resolve my karma and progress towards enlightenment. However, resolving karma also included understanding and overcoming these low-class questions. This low-class environment, which I had previously avoided, turned out to be the perfect opportunity to achieve that purpose. It was something I needed.

The purpose was to immerse myself in this low-class environment and push myself to the bottom. However, in the process, the "compassionate heart" was suppressed. That was the true identity of my inner child.

Once I understood it, it made sense. This is just my case, and I don't know if others are the same, but at least I understood myself and felt a great sense of relief. The suppressed inner child represented the suppressed compassion.

In fact, since I was born and throughout my younger years, I have always wondered if there was something I could do to change my own nature.

Born into such a low-class environment, I eventually forgot about compassion and began to think, "Serves them right" when others were unfortunate. This was mainly due to the bullying and ridicule from my father, older brother, and the community during my childhood. However, after graduating from high school and moving to Tokyo, I left that low-class family and community, which reduced the negative influence, and I wanted to correct my own nature.

I wanted to improve my nature, but the ingrained traits were difficult to change.

It's as if, having come to this point, the feeling of compassion as the inner child has finally recovered a little.

This is a feeling different from love or joy. When Kundalini awakened and the Manipura chakra became dominant, joy and positivity increased, but the feeling of compassion did not change. When the Anahata chakra became dominant, positivity increased further, but the feeling of compassion did not change. Even when reaching a state of mental peace and stillness, that was unrelated to the feeling of compassion.

The tendency to belittle others has largely disappeared, but a small amount still remains, and I didn't think that the feeling of compassion that would replace it had yet appeared.

However, now, for the first time, a little bit of compassion has emerged, and the inner child, which embodies that compassion, has stood up, albeit weakly, and I saw in meditation that it is standing on its own feet, although its steps are still unsteady.

I often felt a sense of "why" about the lack of compassion, and a question and challenge of "where did the feeling of compassion go? What can I do about it?" But I feel like I have finally seen the answer. So that's how it was.

Just as the inner child stood up and the feeling of compassion recovered a little, I suddenly reached the state of stillness this morning. I didn't immediately reach the state of stillness when I woke up; I was a little hazy, but I reach that state through meditation. However, just before reaching that state of stillness, I had this experience with the inner child.

Although the feeling of compassion is still weak, I want to cherish the fact that the feeling of compassion has awakened.

After the recent inner child experience, I started to feel pressure in my chest, and there's a small, core-like sensation in the center of my chest. It's not like my heart, which is slightly shifted to the left; it feels like it's right in the middle. Around that core, I've been seeing smiling faces whenever something happens.

This seems to be visible not only during meditation but also in everyday life, in various situations.

This smile feels like one of the two angels who have been with me for thousands of years.

Looking back, they have been reincarnating with me and have been my good understanding companions. In this lifetime, they seem to be watching over me like a guardian spirit, but they are always smiling.

Since the Anahata chakra became dominant, the aura has been prominent, but it feels warmer in the core area than before. Before, there was no core area. When I feel the warm core of the Anahata chakra in my chest, a smile appears... It might be misleading to say that, but when I feel the warm core of the Anahata chakra in my chest, a smile appears in the area around my chest, which is not exactly the core, but rather to the side of the core.

The location is around my chest, slightly away from the center. It's as if the face is floating in that space, which is considered part of my chest.

It might be confusing to express it in words, but that's what it feels like.

The fact that a face appears in the space next to my chest... is similar to the idea that there is a space next to the core of my chest, and a face appears in that space, but it's a slightly different concept. It can be expressed in words like that, but it's not entirely wrong to understand it that way.

In reality, there is a space around my chest, and that space overlaps with my chest and body. It's not a separate space, but rather, the space where the face appears "coincidentally" exists. It seems that the space where the face appears and the space where my body and aura exist "coincidentally" overlap. That's what it felt like.

When you say there is a space next to the core of my chest, it might give the impression that there is no chest or aura in that space, but my chest and aura actually exist in that space next to the core, and both spaces "coincidentally" overlap.

The space where the face appears is not pushing aside my body or aura, but rather, it seems that the space where the face appears "coincidentally" overlaps with that area. Therefore, my chest and aura are relatively normal, and a "space that is the same but slightly different" exists on top of them.

The phrase "the same but slightly different" means that consciousness and space are originally one and continuous. We can recognize a different space because the space we are experiencing and the space we are aware of are the same. When we recognize space, we have to transcend time and space, so it is perceived as a feeling of "the same." The space where the face appeared was recognized as "the same" as the space I am currently in, in that sense, but it actually seemed to exist in a place that was slightly shifted in the time axis or space, so I said it was "different" in that sense.

In Samadhi, the state of oneness between the self and the object, space is recognized and transcends time and space, so it can be perceived as "the same" while also being recognized as "different" at the same time.

While walking from Ueno to Asakusa, I suddenly felt a heavy sensation. I thought that I had been possessed by a consciousness entity. This had happened before in this area, and it seems that there is something between Ueno and Asakusa.

When I reached Senso-ji Temple, I was surrounded by positive energy, but this time it happened near the main street in Ueno, around the area between Hanayashiki and the main street.

Until then, my vision felt like it was in slow motion, but the moment I entered that stagnant space, the slow-motion sensation disappeared, and my vision became blurry. It felt like another dimension.

It seemed like that area was in a different spacetime, but when I reached Senso-ji Temple, I returned to a positive space. However, exiting that stagnant space caused changes in my body.

That day, I spent the rest of the day relatively normally, but from the next day, I started to feel strange, and I felt the same sensation as being possessed by a consciousness entity that I had experienced before.

However, unlike before, I was able to return to my normal state relatively quickly by purifying the tamas with the Vishuddha chakra through meditation. However, it doesn't feel stable.

I wondered what it was, so I explored my body during meditation, tried to extract the consciousness entity, and performed actions like cutting off the aura cables with an invisible sword around my body. This further improved my condition. The direction of the cut previously didn't include "downward," but this time I tried cutting "downward," and it had a slight effect. "The feet" are often a blind spot. Even for very skilled people, the feet are often a weakness.

After that, I recovered considerably, but I still feel like there's a very thin thread remaining, so I'm slowly and carefully drawing out the code over time.

Furthermore, if it's so persistent, I thought, "I'll eliminate you if you show yourself," and suddenly the presence of the consciousness entity decreased. It seems that it's hiding within the range of my thought waves. It's still relatively close, but if it comes again, I'll gradually weaken it this time. I won't eliminate it all at once, but if it ignores the warning, that's unavoidable. In reality, there are even more rough people who, when a strange consciousness entity approaches, eliminate it without question. I won't go that far. It might be too lenient.

Stories about spiritual conflicts have similarities to the real world, and sometimes they can be troublesome.

The distance between Ueno and Asakusa is short enough to walk, but perhaps it's better to avoid walking and take a bus or train, even if it's nearby.

I often see various things through meditation, dreams, and other experiences, but I rarely take them at face value. I only consider something to be true if I've seen it repeatedly or if I've asked other people the same question and received the same answer. Even then, I rarely fully believe it, but rather think, "Maybe."

This is something I learned from my experiences growing up, as I've had friends whose parents engaged in practices like astral projection, channeling, and translating contact records from extraterrestrial beings. However, I've noticed that many people quickly judge things and individuals based on spiritual or New Age impressions.

During that era, which was more of a New Age movement, there was a tendency to place absolute importance on things like the color of a person's aura. Sexual tantra and dance were also popular.

My foundation isn't based on New Age or spiritual concepts, but rather on the knowledge I've gained through my own astral projections. Therefore, I tend to view New Age logic and spiritual logic with skepticism.

Furthermore, the consistency between what I've seen in astral projections and reality is remarkable. The accuracy of future events or realities that I've learned about through astral projection is almost 100%. While the future can be changed, my spiritual foundation is rooted in astral projection, so even if I receive inspiration through meditation or dreams, its reliability is incomparable to what I've experienced in astral projection.

Therefore, I'm currently less able to astral project, so I sometimes meditate or do yoga in an attempt to do so. However, for now, I believe that the content I see in meditation or dreams has a low degree of reliability and needs to be verified in some way.

With that in mind, I recently attended the "Healing Fair Tokyo" at the Tokyo Big Sight and had spiritual counseling from several people.

I wanted to have them check my chakra state and see if I could receive guidance from my guardian spirit or higher self through meditation, but I was told that there were no particular issues.

Before leaving, I asked someone who could channel to understand my understanding of my group soul connections and my relationship with the gods. It turned out that there were some areas where my understanding differed from what was channeled. I don't know if that counseling was correct, but at least it highlighted areas where my understanding didn't align with what was presented. When the channeled content matched my own understanding, it increased my confidence in that aspect.

Here are some examples of what was consistent:
- My connection to Lemuria and the ascension that occurred there.
- The story of how I joined a Pleiadian extraterrestrial Earth survey team out of curiosity (about 2,300 years ago?), and how I later had a complicated relationship with one of them, which was necessary for our mutual learning.
- My life as a witch and the experience of being burned at the stake during the witch hunt.
- My life during the French Revolution.
- Andromeda is a distant, ancient homeland.
- I have no connection to Orion.
- I have a connection to the Jomon period.
- The Pleiadian spacecraft that I was connected to in past lives is currently orbiting Earth, and the woman who was like the leader back then is still around (I stopped asking because I didn't need to know).
- I have been reincarnated in various places in the universe.

Here are some lives I wasn't aware of:
- My life as a manager overseeing the construction of pyramids in Atlantis.
- My relationship with Vega (in the constellation Lyra) is very old. It's my soul's homeland, the first place I was born.

Here are some areas where my understanding differed or was incomplete:
- The planet where I was reincarnated as an egg-shaped alien on a mission for the space fleet is in the "Ursa" constellation (Ursa Major or Ursa Minor?).
- My relationship with the archangels. Michael and Lucifer have a less strong connection to me. While there is a connection, Raphael is the one I am most connected to, which was surprising.
- The story of "Maria and Michael " is not a story about the angel realm, but a story about the human realm, likely from ancient Greece or somewhere similar. The hero in this story is David, and my relationship with David is deep.
- I had a connection to Sirius a very long time ago. I thought Sirius was relatively recent, but it turns out it was much earlier.
- I thought my first time coming to Earth was during the final days of Lemuria, but I've been here many times before. (Of course, if we consider it to be my group soul, it makes sense that I've been involved for a long time. I didn't ask about that part.)
- No reaction to Jeanne d'Arc (Was this really the case, or was she intentionally silent?).

This isn't necessarily the complete truth, but there are definitely aspects that resonate with me.

Here's my analysis based on the information provided:

David is a hero from the Old Testament, the second king of Israel, and possibly the father of King Solomon. I wasn't aware of David's story. If the story I thought was about angels is actually about David, it should be in the Old Testament, but I don't recall anything like it. It's possible that my memory is distorted or mixed up with other stories. It's common for inspiration to transform stories in this way.

Without this counseling, I would have continued to misunderstand things. While I don't believe this counseling result is the absolute truth, it's a possibility worth considering.

Many people become overly reliant on spiritual counseling, but like consultants, it should be used for specific purposes. I believe it's best used for "verification" and "identifying aspects you haven't realized." The focus should always be on yourself, requiring independent thought and relying on your own intuition. Use your intuition as a foundation, and then use consulting to "verify" and "uncover aspects you haven't realized." That's how I believe spiritual counseling should be used.

The term "past life" is nuanced. While some believe the soul (or spirit) reincarnates directly, others believe it first merges with a group soul (or collective consciousness) before a fragment of the soul is created for reincarnation. It's easier to understand if the next life is a direct continuation of the previous soul. However, my current life's purpose seems to be verifying the elimination of karma and the steps towards enlightenment. Since karma is like fragments of various lives, it's not necessarily a direct continuation of a past life.

The archangel that forms my foundation sends a fragment of its soul to fulfill a mission. However, this fragment experiences various conflicts during its life. Because the fragment prioritizes its mission, these conflicts are not outwardly apparent. When the fragment merges with the archangel (or group soul), these conflicts are also absorbed back into the archangel, accumulating as a black aura. This aura is stored in the periphery of the archangel, and a common practice for regular angels is to separate this part and "eliminate" it. Most angels do it that way.

Initially, the archangel considered eliminating the black aura that formed the basis of my being, following the usual procedure. However, it believed that there might be a key to new understanding within that black aura. So, it decided to mix light elements with the black aura and reincarnate it to eliminate karma and solve mysteries. This is considered an experimental approach among the angels. Therefore, I am a relatively rare soul. As a result, I was born with a ratio of about 60-70% black aura and 30-40% light aura. I was born with a dominance of darkness, and it seems like my life has been a journey of separating darkness and light. Now, the light is dominant.

Because of this, it's difficult for me to clearly identify past lives compared to others. The black aura contains conflicts accumulated from various soul fragments, meaning those conflicts were experienced in the lives of those separate soul fragments. I believe the basic principle is the same for everyone, but in my case, I have the background mentioned above, which makes it particularly difficult to identify past lives.

I've always felt that some aspects of my personality align with what might be past lives, while other aspects don't quite fit. This counseling identified Raphael as the dominant influence in my being, which resonates with me because it makes sense. If the 60-70% black aura represents fragments of various lives, and the remaining 30-40% light aura represents Raphael, then Raphael is an angel of mercy, love, and healing. This combination of darkness and healing makes sense.

However, there are still mysteries to be solved. My personality doesn't quite match the image of a histrionic figure like Oda Nobunaga, and I've also been told I resemble Michelangelo, but I don't have a sense of artistic talent. It's also different from someone like Joan of Arc. It's possible that the angel that formed the basis of the black aura and the angel that formed the basis of the light aura are different. It's true that the light is dominant in me now, so Raphael is dominant, but the black aura I was born with might be more related to Gabriel or Lucifer rather than Raphael. Alternatively, Raphael may have been involved in activities beyond what is described in the Bible, and perhaps a part of Raphael is responsible for this. Or, Raphael may have helped humans behind the scenes, and in doing so, picked up some of those conflicts. This is an area that requires further investigation.

Another hypothesis is that, although they are called archangels, perhaps the consciousness of God is common, and the consciousness of God exists commonly within the archangels. If archangels are merely temporary forms representing one aspect of God, then whether it is Raphael, Michael, or Lucifer, they are sharing the same consciousness of God. In that case, perhaps it is not something to worry about too much. This is also something that needs to be verified.

From ancient times, there have been stories of people stealing abilities or energy. In the past, this only happened when they were physically close to someone, but recently, there are "energy vampires" who can steal energy from viewers simply by watching their YouTube videos. While there have always been a certain number of people who steal energy, it seems like they are evolving recently. I wish they wouldn't evolve in such a strange and annoying way.

If you feel tired or uncomfortable just by being near someone or watching a video, it's best to move away immediately. In my case, my stomach feels itchy and hollow, causing pain. It's not a sharp pain, but it feels like something is being sucked out of my stomach. It seems like these people have a dominant "manipulator" aspect, and they are using it to steal energy from others. It's scary.

In the spiritual world, there have always been people who steal energy, and recently, there seem to be YouTubers who steal energy from viewers while talking about enlightenment or awakening. I wonder if they are even aware of it. It's annoying. It's best not to watch videos of people who are talking about enlightenment or the universe and dimensions while stealing energy from their viewers.

Not long ago, this was also a problem with blogs. People were using techniques to steal energy from readers as a form of payment. Whether they are doing it consciously or unconsciously, it's been a common practice for people with energy deficiencies to write blogs and replenish their energy by taking it from viewers, and I think it's still common today. It seems like it's becoming more prevalent on YouTube now.

Recently, I've also seen some people who seem like fox spirits. They're not quite fox spirits, but there are some beautiful women who are doing spiritual content on YouTube. I wonder if less knowledgeable people might be drawn to them. It's up to them what they do, but I don't interfere. I don't stop them, because every experience is a learning opportunity, and it's their choice.

Of course, saying that someone is being "scammed" is a bit of an exaggeration. Everyone has their own level of understanding, and anyone can teach something. If someone is at a higher level, they can teach you. So, while it's an exaggeration to say that someone is being scammed, if a teacher who is supposed to be teaching enlightenment only gives a superficial explanation, then perhaps their reputation is misleading. Moreover, if someone who understands enlightenment is teaching a superficial lesson, they would clearly state that it is a superficial lesson. And, people who understand that much about themselves wouldn't usually start teaching spiritual things just by giving a superficial explanation. Of course, this depends on the person. I just think that, but you can do whatever you want.

However, even if it's your choice, whether you're consciously or unconsciously stealing energy from viewers, you're ultimately limited in what you can do.

As I wrote before, people who mistakenly believe they have attained enlightenment after just a superficial explanation often lack a proper mentor, and even if they do have a mentor, they often think they are superior to their mentor. As a result, they become self-proclaimed gurus or spiritual teachers.

If these people are talking about love while actually stealing energy, it could be considered a form of "equivalent exchange." It's a very ironic story to talk about love while stealing the energy that is the essence of love (laughs). It's very interesting.

Alternatively, channels that talk about the truth but are hysterical or sarcastic are often stealing energy. They might be stealing energy or promoting seminars. I'm not sure, but I think it's best not to watch those channels.

Of course, I won't mention any specific names, as that could be misunderstood. It's up to you to make your own judgment.

Promoting seminars is still relatively harmless. What's more troublesome are YouTubers with some abilities who can steal energy remotely from viewers. Watching a YouTube video can connect your etheric cords, allowing them to continuously steal your energy. It seems like they quickly capture your energy like prey caught in a spiderweb after you extend your etheric cords towards them by watching the video. It's truly terrifying. In such cases, it's important to cut your etheric cords, as I mentioned before. If you feel unwell after watching a video, you might be being drained of energy. Even if you can't see it, there might be a connection somewhere. Imagine cutting an invisible cable with an invisible knife all around you, in every direction. This will sever the connection and stop the energy drain, which will restore your energy and improve your mood.

It is better to do it frequently, even if you are not particularly aware of it.

Even if someone talks about enlightenment or awakening, and appears to be full of love, if you look at that person, you may feel tired, or there may be a lot of cynicism, or the use of wordplay to express negation, or it may be hysterical, or it may seem like self-help, or it may talk about how to make money. In such cases, it is possible that they are draining energy. Of course, there are various patterns for each person.

It's scary. Whether they are doing it without realizing it, or whether they are doing it unconsciously without realizing it, it is still a concern.

What can be said in common is that there is no need to deliberately watch things that are tiring, even if they are talking about love or enlightenment. True things are full of energy and give energy to others without taking it from them. Fake things may also appear to be full of energy, but they are constantly taking energy from the surroundings.

By being conspicuous, such people attract energy (power), and thus become even more strange. There are many such entities in the spirit world, and they may take the form of things like "Tengu" or "Inari foxes." Sometimes they may be possessed by foxes that are sucking the energy of others. This varies from person to person. Some YouTubers who talk about enlightenment may actually be hideous foxes. They may appear to be beautiful girls, but... Of course, they would not say such things themselves, and they would deny it if pointed out. The spirit body can change its appearance at will, so it may disguise itself in any form other than its favorite form if it seems like it will be exposed.

In any case, it is better not to associate with such entities. Once you are familiar with it, you can quickly tell whether it is real or not.

Even if it is such a YouTuber, I think some of their experiences are real. However, what I am talking about here as "real" is a judgment based on whether they are continuously and consistently enlightened in their daily lives. Even if there is a momentary enlightenment, if they then drain energy or become hysterical, it is not yet real. This is my personal standard.

Also, if you want to cut off this kind of connection, you can regularly ask your guardian spirit to "If you are connected to a strange entity through an etheric cord and are being drained of energy, please cut that cord."

I personally think that such things should be dealt with by oneself, but if it is impossible, it is also a good idea to ask your guardian spirit. Also, there may be times when you are connected even if you think you are not, so it is also good to have them cut it off for that purpose.

Guardian spirits vary, with some that are neglected unless asked, and others that are overly protective, so it depends on their personality. Basically, I think it is good to deal with it yourself, and if it is difficult for you, ask your guardian spirit. Well, you can do whatever you want.

It is difficult to deal with fox-type YouTubers who are energy vampires, but on the other hand, there are still people who are just mistaken for being enlightened after a momentary enlightenment.

Sometimes, people who are mistaken for being enlightened after a momentary enlightenment are called "misunderstanding types," but this is not necessarily a bad thing. They may be mistaken for having a permanent and ultimate enlightenment, but even a momentary enlightenment is wonderful in its own way, and it is quite common for them to eventually realize this and move on to a traditional path of practice to pursue permanent enlightenment. So, I don't think it's a bad thing, but even so, writing YouTube videos or blog posts to drain energy is just annoying, so I would like you to stop doing that. At least, as viewers, we need to defend ourselves against such misunderstanding types.

...It's a story I saw in a dream, so I don't know if it's true or not.

At that time, I think I was working as a Buddhist sculptor in the capital of the Tang Dynasty. And I think I was invited by a Japanese official and crossed the sea with Kobo Daishi, on the same ship. Since I was invited, I think I was a relatively well-known sculptor even in the Tang Dynasty.

I didn't meet Kobo Daishi in the capital of the Tang Dynasty; we met for the first time on the ship. He was a young man who had received secret teachings, but he didn't seem much different from other young men at first glance. Because there was time on the ship, and not many people were on board, we talked a lot, and I asked him about the teachings he had received. I don't remember the specifics, but I think he explained his state of mind regarding "emptiness" in various ways. I think it might have been related to the concept of "emptiness is form." In response, I sometimes expressed my feelings about the state of being a Buddhist sculptor. Then, Kobo Daishi said something like, "Yes, you seem to understand well."

Kobo Daishi often said things like, "I have something I must do." I don't think I met Kobo Daishi again after I came to Japan. I think I was relatively close to him, but I didn't have any particular reason to meet him. We were only together on the ship, but he was a very interesting person.

After I arrived in Japan, I moved to the Nara area and taught the Japanese people how to make Buddhist statues, and I also made Buddhist statues myself. At first, the Japanese people were not familiar with making Buddhist statues, but after a while, they became quite skilled and became independent.

Since I came to Japan as an employee of the government, my salary was guaranteed for life. Although it wasn't a luxurious house, I lived in an ordinary house. I didn't have any particular inconveniences in terms of food, clothing, and shelter. I came to Japan alone, and since I was an immigrant, I didn't get married or anything, and I lived alone.

Later, the government changed, and there was a time when my salary was temporarily stopped, but when I told the new government, they properly resumed paying it. Well, my existence itself was probably an irregularity.

In my later years, I retired, and my salary was like a pension, and I think I finally passed away. Now that I think about it, I wonder if I could have continued for a little longer. I was surprisingly bored after I retired. I might have been better off staying active for life. What was I doing in my later years...? Maybe I was meditating. I think the officials were wondering, "What is that immigrant doing?" It was good when I was making Buddhist statues, but after I retired, I suddenly felt like I had lost something. It takes a fair amount of energy, and there are no particular restrictions on retirement, so maybe it's best to stay active for life.

I briefly researched historical facts, and it seems that there is no such minor figure as a Buddhist sculptor who came to Japan with Kobo Daishi. I couldn't find much information even in recent books. It might be recorded in the original documents of the past, but I can't read them. Well, that's the way it is. Kobo Daishi came to Japan at the beginning of the Heian period, and the national government has not changed since then, so it may simply be that the administrative management of that region has changed, or that a review of administrative divisions may have been carried out at the beginning of the Heian period.