There is a phenomenon where a tremendous power flows into the experience of union with Purusha (divine spirit). This is described in detail in Honzan Hiroshi's Collected Works, Volume 8.

Purusha is a separate entity, but it becomes indistinguishable and unified with the creative god, etc. However, Purusha still possesses individuality.

Until the Karana (causal body) stage, it is considered an object, but with Purusha, it is not so much. However, even Purusha has a "shell" and is considered to have individuality.

In the Samkhya school of Yoga Sutras, Purusha is interpreted as pure consciousness, while its counterpart is the pure material Prakriti. Since Purusha always exists with Prakriti, individuality remains. Therefore, Purusha is a divine spirit, but it is not yet the unified, sole creative god.

In my case, about 2 years ago, something like divine consciousness attached itself to my Anahata chakra (heart chakra). Since then, we have been together, but recently, a strong aura has entered from my Sahasrara chakra (crown chakra). It is subtle which one is Purusha, but perhaps both are.

Based on my experience of out-of-body experiences in childhood, it seems that my awakening occurred in two stages. First, half of the aura was incorporated to stabilize it, and then the remaining half was merged. It is unclear whether everyone does this, but in my case, I seem to have chosen to split it.

Currently, I believe that about 2 years ago, I merged the aura of divine consciousness and am now starting to incorporate the remaining aura. It doesn't seem to have fully settled yet, but I feel that it is better to avoid excessive fatigue and remain calm during this period.

And, I think that if it becomes established, perhaps another level of awareness will be upgraded, but what do you think? That part will be something to observe in the future. In this industry, it's common for things to seem like one thing but actually be something else, so I'm always cautious about these things.

It's possible that my state is not Purusha, but rather one level below, called Karana, but according to Professor Honzan, Purusha is the consciousness of creation, destruction, and maintenance. Therefore, it seems reasonable to judge that what has appeared since two years ago is Purusha.

If I have truly awakened, I should see the past, present, and future as one, but that is not yet the case. I think I have experienced such states temporarily even before, but if I have truly awakened, I should continue to be in that state. Therefore, until I continuously experience that state, I can say that I have not awakened. It's important not to be careless until something that seems like that actually becomes true. It seems that being somewhat skeptical is just right.