One of the reasons for my reincarnation was to verify the spiritual stages, but I believe I have reached a certain point due to the influx of Purusha (divine essence).
I think it corresponds to what is called Darma-mega-samadhi. There is still a stage of thoroughly achieving Kaivalya (the state of complete isolation), but it will probably take time, and the changes from here will be small, so I think it would be difficult to convey those subtle changes in an article.
In relation to my purpose of reincarnation, I wanted to understand and correspond to the spiritual stages while experiencing the process of being brought to the bottom and then returning to this stage. I believe that purpose has been achieved at this point.
I think that originally, I was probably living a life similar to my current state, but I was giving spiritual guidance and counseling to people who were troubled, but I didn't have a state of being troubled myself, so I had never experienced trouble, and I couldn't understand it. Therefore, my answers probably didn't resonate well.
When I recall my past self, I felt a desire to "understand why these people are so troubled." I wanted to understand the troubles, suffering, twisted people, and people who get angry, and then "guide them." That's why I brought my current environment to the bottom and tried to understand people's suffering.
Also, as I mentioned before, there are several soul fragments within the group soul to which I belong, each with its own mission. These soul fragments prioritized their missions, so they experienced various conflicts and attacks from those around them. When a soul fragment with a mission ends its life and returns to the group soul, the conflicts and (resentment from others) gradually accumulate within the group soul.
In reality, when a certain amount of such dark aura accumulates in the group soul, it is common practice to purify it by performing rituals similar to Indian pujas or Shingon sect fire ceremonies to separate and annihilate the dark aura. However, one time, when I started a ritual to annihilate the dark aura as usual, I suddenly sensed the awakening of consciousness within the dark aura, and it was the group soul that is the origin of me.
Original expectations for the Group Soul:
From the perspective of beings on Earth, the Group Soul is merely a collection, but from a higher dimension, it is considered a single entity with a powerful will. Metaphorically, it is like an angelic being (but this is just a metaphor). When the Group Soul attempted to separate the black aura that had accumulated within it and extinguish it through a fire ritual, I sensed an awakening of consciousness within it and interrupted the ritual.
"Wait. This black aura has a consciousness awakening. Let's give this being life and reincarnate it."
When I said this, the other Group Souls were surprised. Then, the Group Soul that I am connected to, which is the source of that small fragment of spirit, further explained.
"This is a good opportunity. Let this black aura experience life on Earth, and let it experience why people on Earth are suffering.
After that, by gradually allowing it to experience spiritual awakening, we can better understand the suffering on Earth. This goal cannot be achieved with just the black aura, so let's mix in a little of our own light aura to guide it and help it understand that part."
After the explanation, some of the Group Souls were convinced, while others showed skeptical reactions, but there were no strong objections. One Group Soul suggested, "If that's the case, I'll also share a little of my aura."
Whether this actually happened or not cannot be confirmed, and it may be a coincidence, or it may be a slightly different interpretation of the actual situation. In the past, there have been "judges" who verified others, but until reaching a spiritual level, there was a sense of doubt. However, this story seems to be not so different from reality.
I am skeptical of such things, so this may be a misunderstanding or a coincidence. However, there is no reason to deny it, and currently, I am not particularly negative about it, but rather neutral.
Whatever the initial purpose was, it was certainly possible to confirm a certain level of spiritual progression, and I think that is a sufficient result.