During meditation, I experienced increased vibrations between my eyebrows and an unusual headache, which then subsided.

2024-04-04 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 瞑想録

The vibration between my eyebrows has been present for some time, but the frequency has increased.

Also, the feeling of pressure that makes my head feel like it's expanding has been present for some time, but as that movement becomes larger, I'm experiencing a strange headache more frequently than before, and my head feels constricted. I haven't gone to the hospital because it usually goes away after a night's sleep, but the stiffness and movement inside my head, which were not so noticeable before, have recently increased. It's different from the clear headaches I've experienced with illnesses or other conditions in the past; it's just strange. Although I call it a headache, it's a headache in the sense that it's literally painful, but it's not a sharp pain, and it's more of a feeling of pressure and stiffness inside my head, causing a feeling of discomfort as if my head is being squeezed into a small space. That's the closest I can describe it, but it's more of a feeling of confinement than pain. I feel confined both physically and mentally.

I have a slight feeling that this might be a brain tumor, so going to the hospital might be the first step, but for now, I'm trying things like receiving Reiki and observing how it goes.

In the spiritual and psychic world, headaches are often known as a precursor to the awakening of psychic abilities, and those who are familiar with it might recognize it as such. However, it's also common for what seems like that to actually be a simple headache. In fact, among people who are involved in spiritual practices, only about 1 in 1,000 people actually develop such abilities, and for rare abilities, it's about 1 in 10,000. So, even if something seems like that, it's better not to assume it easily. Most of the time, it's probably just your imagination.

...About a week later, the energy in my head increased significantly, and my head felt warm, like being in a hot spring, or like I had overdone it with hot springs. It was a headache, but it wasn't painful enough to be considered a headache. However, the pressure was extreme, and it felt like a warm, soft hot spring that was about to boil from the inside out, but it didn't quite reach that point. The relaxed head felt like it was pushing against the skull. My head was in a state of being like a hot spring. I thought, "Maybe I've meditated too much," so I slept for one night, and the headache almost disappeared the next day, and I felt refreshed. However, it's not like anything has changed significantly, and it's mostly back to normal. But I feel like the average level of awakening and the stability of awakening have increased compared to yesterday. Although it's not yet at its peak, the flow of energy in my head has improved, and when I meditate, the energy seems to flow more easily to the Sahasrara chakra in my forehead and crown. It also seems to flow more easily near the back of my head. Previously, it took about an hour of meditation to reach that point, but now it takes about 20 minutes for the energy to flow. I think this is a gradual process, and even if I reach that state constantly, there will be further stages. At least, I feel like the energy is flowing more easily than it was a few days ago.

Basically, it's always the same: it starts with a slight flow, then it thickens, and then it stabilizes, and each stage is followed. Currently, I'm in the stage of gradually loosening each part of my head to make it easier for energy to flow. I feel that the energy that was previously flowing, even if only slightly, is gradually becoming thicker and stronger, and the total amount of energy I'm handling is increasing.