One of the reasons for my reincarnation was to verify the spiritual stages, but I believe I have reached a certain point due to the influx of Purusha (divine essence).

I think it corresponds to what is called Darma-mega-samadhi. There is still a stage of thoroughly achieving Kaivalya (the state of complete isolation), but it will probably take time, and the changes from here will be small, so I think it would be difficult to convey those subtle changes in an article.

In relation to my purpose of reincarnation, I wanted to understand and correspond to the spiritual stages while experiencing the process of being brought to the bottom and then returning to this stage. I believe that purpose has been achieved at this point.

I think that originally, I was probably living a life similar to my current state, but I was giving spiritual guidance and counseling to people who were troubled, but I didn't have a state of being troubled myself, so I had never experienced trouble, and I couldn't understand it. Therefore, my answers probably didn't resonate very well.

When I recall my past self, I felt a desire to "understand why these people are so troubled." I wanted to understand the troubles, suffering, twisted people, and people who get angry, and I wanted to "guide them" after understanding. That's why I brought my current environment to the bottom and tried to understand people's suffering.

Also, as I have written before, there are several soul fragments within the group soul to which I belong, each with its own mission. These soul fragments prioritized their missions, so they experienced various conflicts and attacks from those around them. When a soul fragment with a mission ends its life and returns to the group soul, the conflicts and (resentment from others) gradually accumulate within the group soul.

In reality, when a certain amount of such dark aura accumulates in the group soul, it is common practice to purify it by performing rituals such as Indian pujas or Shingon sect fire ceremonies to separate and annihilate the dark aura. However, one time, when I started a ritual to annihilate the dark aura as usual, I suddenly sensed the awakening of consciousness within the dark aura. It was the group soul that is the origin of me.

■ The original expectations for my group soul

Group souls, from the perspective of humans living on Earth, are group souls. However, from that world, which can also be called a higher dimension, the group soul itself has a large and powerful will, and metaphorically speaking, the group soul can be said to be like an angel (this is just a metaphor). When the group soul was trying to separate and eliminate the black aura that had accumulated within it through a fire ritual, it sensed a consciousness awakening in that black aura and interrupted the ritual.

"Wait. I sense a consciousness awakening in this black aura. Let's give this being life and reincarnate it."

When it said this, the other group souls (which could also be called angels) around it were surprised. Then, the group soul that is the original of my small fragment of soul further explained.

"This is a good opportunity. Let this black aura experience the depths of life on Earth, so that it can experience how much suffering humans are enduring.
And, by experiencing a gradual spiritual awakening from that bottom, let it confirm the stages.
By doing so, we, too, will be able to better understand the suffering on Earth.
The black aura alone cannot achieve this goal. By mixing a little of our (group soul's) light aura into it, we can guide it and help it understand the part of the black aura."

When I explained this, some of the group souls understood, saying, "Is that so," while others looked at me with suspicion and seemed to be struggling to understand. However, there were no particular objections, and one group soul who understood said, "If that's the case, I'll give a little of my aura as well." Basically, I am a fragment of soul that originated from a certain group soul, but I have also received help from other group souls. That is the part of my soul that can be called the original or fragment.

Whether this was actually the case or not is impossible to verify, and there is a possibility that it was just my imagination. There is also a possibility that I am interpreting the actual situation slightly differently. It is difficult for me to verify this alone, and traditionally, the method of "verifying others" has been used by "judges," but until I reach the spiritual stages of this place, I am still half-believing and half-doubting. However, I think that this story is not so different from the actual situation. Well, I am skeptical of such things, so I also think that it could be a misunderstanding or an imagination. However, I am in a neutral state of mind, not denying it, but not believing it either.

Whatever the initial purpose was, it was certainly possible to confirm a certain level of spiritual progression, and I think that is a sufficient result.