I think I've always been like this since I was a child, but in this world, there are many people who have fallen into darkness, and by interacting with such people, I gradually closed off my senses. I was isolated from those around me and tried not to interact with them. As a result, I became indifferent to the feelings of others.

However, recently, a pillar of light appeared above Sahasral, which enhanced my perception abilities. Now, even if I'm not physically present, just focusing my attention on someone allows me to sense their aura, whether it's light or darkness, to a certain extent.

This can be effectively used in making choices about future actions.

If I determine that someone has fallen into darkness, I should avoid interacting with them from the beginning. It's easier to simply decline a relationship from the start, but it becomes more difficult to do so once you've already started interacting. I think this ability is essential for avoiding such situations from the beginning.

There may be times when I mistakenly fail to avoid someone, or I end up interacting with them, talking to them, or emailing them. In such cases, the initial feeling about their aura is usually correct, and I realize that I should have avoided them from the beginning, almost 100% of the time. There are very few exceptions. Therefore, it's important to cherish this ability to sense auras, and if I imagine something and immediately feel a dark, black aura, I should avoid interacting with that person from the start.

The most troublesome thing was being persistently attacked by others, especially in school and at home. However, after graduating from school, I can basically choose who I interact with, and to some extent, I can choose my colleagues at work, so it's not as difficult as it was during school days.

Even so, it took decades for my ability to sense auras to recover to the level it was when I was a child.

This ability is difficult to practice in situations where you are forced to interact with others, such as during school or in rural areas. In my case, I think my ability to sense auras dulled as I was repeatedly harassed by people who had fallen into darkness and ridiculed by my family. When I was a child, I was directly exposed to "jealousy and hysteria" from others, which was quite painful.

I think that schools are convenient places for bullies to exploit energy. I became tired at school, and my ability to sense auras dulled, and then I was targeted and constantly ridiculed and had my energy drained, which was a tiring life. However, I severed all relationships immediately after graduating, and even when I received phone calls from unknown numbers, I would politely respond and then immediately change my phone number, and after severing those relationships, it took decades to recover, and I finally feel like I'm back to the level I was when I was a child.

Generally, when people hear something like this, they might think, "That's not good. You should interact with people." This reflects a somewhat naive moral viewpoint. However, in reality, it's better not to associate with people who have "fallen into darkness." There are quite a few such people these days, and there are many people it's better to avoid.

I feel that schools are dangerous, and I sometimes think, "I don't want my children to experience the same things, so I don't want children," but when I see the students near my house, they seem energetic, so it might depend on the region, school district, or the school's academic level.

It seems that the era also influenced things, as there were many hot-tempered people before and during the bubble era.

Recently, it's said that polarization has progressed, and the world you live in changes depending on your vibrations. Although there are hardly any strange people around me now, I still occasionally encounter strange people or those who have "fallen into darkness," and in those situations, this kind of vibrational awareness seems useful for proactively avoiding people who have "fallen into darkness."