My original purpose in life and the origin of my soul.

2023-11-20 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 回想録

As I have written before, I will summarize it again.

▪️Two original main goals:
- Resolving the accumulated karmic conflicts of the group soul (50% of the original purpose, 25% of the current purpose) → Achieved.
(The fragments of the group soul to which I belong) almost always reincarnate with a mission (over 95%), and because the mission takes priority, there are often forceful actions and excessive efforts, resulting in frequent resentment, backlash, and anger from others. As a result, conflicts have accumulated, and while these have been stored as karma within the group soul, they have become quite significant, leading to an intention to resolve this karma in a concentrated manner.

- Confirming the spiritual growth stages (50% of the original purpose, 25% of the current purpose) → Almost achieved.
(Other fragments of the group soul) have repeatedly experienced situations where spiritual guidance given by spiritual leaders does not lead to the growth of their disciples, and they have struggled to understand the disciples' problems and the spiritual growth stages. This was planned as a way to "simultaneously" confirm the spiritual stages while intentionally putting oneself in a "low" position to facilitate growth from the bottom up.

These two goals were approximately achieved around the age of 40. There is still time, so further deepening is possible, but it is said that the original plan has reached a satisfactory level.

▪️Additional goals:

In reality, it would have been possible to live a life based on these goals, but since there are still many decades of life ahead, I requested "more." I was told, "You can do whatever you want," so (my spirit, in a state of astral projection) decided, "Then, let's do this," and created additional plans. This constitutes the remaining 50%.

- Resolving karma (25%)
- Confirming spiritual stages (25%)
- Additional goals (50%) This is the current ongoing and preparatory new mission. I will tell you more about this later.

▪️Equivalent to the origin of the soul:

Initially, it was a fusion of two souls: a male soul and a female soul. This fusion is the foundation of this life. From the group soul, which is my origin, fragments were created by mixing elements relevant to the purpose, and these two souls became the main components, along with various other souls.

- The male soul descended to Japan during the mid-period of the Sengoku period, with the purpose of understanding the lives of common people. Subsequently, it reincarnated repeatedly over hundreds of years, and even during the bubble era, it lived as a businessman or company president, repeatedly experiencing the same era. Some of the past wives are now watching from what is called heaven, and about five of them are still watching from behind.
- The female soul is a fragment that separated from a certain famous person and remained on Earth, and has a witch-like nature.
(In addition, various other souls are included.)

Both souls initially returned to the group soul and merged, so my current soul is not directly identical to these souls. Rather, they constitute the main part of my original soul. In fact, this is my second life (after separating from the group soul and dividing my soul), and in a previous era, I lived a relaxed life as a male in the area of Taitō Ward. At that time, I was from a relatively wealthy family, so I seem to have spent my life without working, leisurely organizing and healing myself from past memories. It was a life of post-processing. Even though the purpose had already been achieved, it was a life of reflecting on, organizing, and commemorating the remaining memories. This continues in my current life.

When I started this life, I searched for my parents and lived a life with them, but these are the memories of what happened when things didn't go as planned. Initially, I intended to live a leisurely life as a woman. I was primarily living as a witch. However, living as a woman in this world seemed to involve dangers, so I restarted the timeline and chose to live as a male. In principle, that would have been sufficient. Especially for the purpose of this life, which is different from previous lives and feels like it has a mission or doesn't, the main purpose was to resolve karma that I had accumulated in my group soul. In fact, my group soul usually has a mission when it divides souls, so such a leisurely life is rare.

Since that purpose has been largely completed, a third soul has newly joined (unexpectedly). Therefore, things have become a little unclear. The original purpose has been achieved, so I have additionally added a mission that is normally carried out by the group soul (urgently). I could have ended this life and lived leisurely, but since my body can be used, an additional mission has been set, and about half of the original souls have already been extracted from me and are being replaced with the additional soul.

The proportions are:
Original male soul: 10% (already half has returned to the group soul and merged, this is an exceptional measure)
Original female soul: 10% (already half has returned to the group soul and merged, this is an exceptional measure)
Newly added soul: 40% (this doesn't happen often, exceptional)
(Future) soul that may be added: 40% (this also doesn't happen often, exceptional)

My previous life was a dark and blurry consciousness, but my soul has become relatively normal by reaching 60%, and it seems I will aim for 100% in the future.

This seems to be a relatively exceptional measure, even for my group soul, but it is not impossible. In my group soul, most of the time, when a fragment is separated, a mission is set, and the fragment lives its life as is. It is rare for a soul to partially separate or be added and merged while alive, as in this case, but it does happen. Therefore, it seems that it is unlikely that other people will experience the same thing.