My original purpose in life and the origin of my soul.

2023-11-20 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 回想録

As I have written before, I will summarize it again.

▪️Two original main goals:
・Resolving the accumulated karmic conflicts of (Group Soul) (50% of the original purpose, 25% of the current progress) → Achieved.
(The fragments of Group Soul to which I belong) almost always reincarnate with a mission (over 95%), and because the mission takes priority, they often act forcefully and push themselves, resulting in frequent resentment, backlash, and anger from others. As a result, conflicts accumulate, and while these have been accumulating as karma within Group Soul, they have become quite significant, so I intended to resolve this karma in a concentrated manner.

・Confirming the spiritual growth stages (50% of the original purpose, 25% of the current progress) → Almost achieved.
(Other fragments of Group Soul have repeatedly) served as spiritual guides, but the disciples did not grow, and they have struggled to understand the disciples' problems and the spiritual growth stages. This was planned as a way to confirm the spiritual stages "by the way" while intentionally putting myself in a difficult situation to grow from the bottom up, for the purpose mentioned above.

These two goals were almost achieved around the age of 40. There is still time, so it is possible to deepen them further, but I have been told that they have reached the satisfactory level according to the original plan.

▪️Additional goals:
In reality, I could have spent my life with these goals, but since I still have many decades of life ahead of me, I requested "more." I was told, "You can do whatever you want," so (my spirit, while in out-of-body experience) decided, "Then, let's do this," and created additional plans. This constitutes the remaining 50%.

・Resolving karma (25%)
・Confirming spiritual growth stages (25%)
・Additional goals (50%) This is the new mission that is currently in progress and being prepared. I will tell you more about this later.

▪️Equivalent to the origin of the soul:
Initially, it was a fusion of two souls: a male soul and a female soul. This fusion is the foundation of this life. From my original Group Soul, fragments were created by mixing elements relevant to the purpose, and these two souls became the main components, along with various other souls.

・The male soul came to Japan during the mid-period of the Sengoku period, with the purpose of understanding the lives of ordinary people. After that, it reincarnated repeatedly over hundreds of years, and even during the bubble era, it lived as a businessman or president, repeatedly experiencing the same era. Some of the past wives are now watching from what is called heaven, and about five of them are still watching from behind.
・The female soul is a fragment that separated from a certain famous person and remained on Earth, and has a witch-like nature.
(In addition, various other souls are included.)

Both souls initially returned to the group soul and merged, so my current soul is not directly identical to these souls. Rather, they constitute the main part of my original soul. In fact, this is my second life (after separating from the group soul and dividing my soul), and in a previous era, I lived a relaxed life as a male in the area of Taitō Ward. At that time, I was from a relatively wealthy family, so I seem to have spent my life without doing any work, organizing past memories and healing myself. It was a life of post-processing. Even though the purpose had already been achieved, it was a life of recalling, organizing, and commemorating the remaining memories. This continues in my current life.

When I started this life, I searched for my parents and lived my life, but these are the memories of what happened when things didn't go well. Initially, I tried to live a relaxed life as a woman. I was mainly living as a witch. However, living as a woman in this world seemed to involve dangers, so I restarted the timeline and chose to live as a male. In principle, that would have been sufficient. Especially for the purpose of this life, which is different from previous lives and feels like it has a mission or doesn't, the main purpose was to resolve the karma that I had accumulated in my group soul. In fact, my group soul usually has a mission when it divides souls, so such a relaxed life is rare.

Since that purpose has been largely completed, a third soul has newly joined (unexpectedly). Therefore, things have become a little unclear. The original purpose has been achieved, so I have added a new mission, which is normally carried out by the group soul (urgently). I could have ended this life and lived a relaxed life, but since my body can be used, an additional mission has been set, and about half of the original souls have already been extracted from me and are being replaced with the new soul.

The proportions are:
Original male soul: 10% (already half has returned to the group soul and merged, this is an exceptional measure)
Original female soul: 10% (already half has returned to the group soul and merged, this is an exceptional measure)
Newly added soul: 40% (this doesn't happen often, exceptional)
(Future) soul that may be added: 40% (this also doesn't happen often, exceptional)

My previous life was a dark and blurry consciousness, but my soul has become relatively normal by reaching 60%, and it seems I will aim for 100% in the future.

This seems to be a relatively exceptional measure, even for my group soul, but it is not impossible. In my group soul, most of the time, when a fragment of soul is created, a mission is set, and that fragment of soul lives its life as is. Therefore, it is rare for a soul to partially separate or be added and merged while alive, but it does happen sometimes. So, generally, it seems that other people do not experience the same thing very often.