About a year ago, I started attending seminars at a spiritual organization that is quite different from my usual interests, and I've been observing them.
This was done at the instruction of a higher-level spirit, as a preparation for the future. I was instructed to attend these seminars at a stage where I was not yet very spiritually advanced, to connect with the organization, and to obtain a title from that organization (just one title would suffice).
To be honest, I wasn't particularly interested in the organization itself, but I took the title because I was instructed to do so. However, while some of the techniques, such as the Kabbalah cross barrier, seem to have an effect, there are also various inconsistencies... not quite inconsistencies, but there's something different about it compared to other organizations in this field, which makes me confused.
Even within the same system, there are other schools of thought, especially those with so-called "masters" who have been around since ancient times, or simply "brother" or "white" groups, and there are various Japanese translations for these terms, but they are often referred to as "great brotherhood" or "holy brotherhood," and these are secret organizations, so I've omitted the specific names, but they are quite well-known and have become an open secret. However, on the one hand, they seem to be related to the same system, but on the other hand, there are various subtle differences. Perhaps this is because they have been modernized.
By the way, there was a fraudulent teacher who used to say, "You won't grow spiritually if you don't attend," and that teacher was also from that organization. However, not everything in that organization is like that, and some of the other teachers were quite normal and serious. However, when I listened to them, the teacher who had problems had awakened to some extent spiritually, but it seemed to be based on magical techniques and belonged to the category of skills.
That instructor was not a native speaker with inherent abilities, but he understood what he studied, and he could use the techniques to some extent, and he seems to be able to astral project (as far as I can tell). However, he doesn't seem to be actively exploring the astral world and pursuing the truth. He has developed various abilities, and he seems to be able to astral project, but it seems to be centered on inspiration, and if that inspiration is treated as an absolute truth, there is likely to be a case where people are manipulated by the intentions of unseen beings, especially if they cannot actively and deeply explore the astral world (through astral projection). I'm sure he doesn't think that way himself. This organization attracts people from various backgrounds, and from what I've heard, there are people who seem to have high abilities, but please understand that this is about a few instructors that I know, and not about the entire organization.
▪️El [BLANK] is the key to world peace.
The reason I started attending a seminar at a certain spiritual organization recently is that there is a possibility of being involved in a project related to El [BLANK] in the future through connections with that organization. In the future, in order to make a certain proposal from within, or using those connections, and to be involved in a project that leads to world peace, it was necessary to join beforehand to build connections as a preparation for an important mission in the future.
In reality, I was told that membership in this organization is not necessary for spiritual growth. On the other hand, what is particularly important is to obtain a certain "title" there, which will make it easier to gain the trust of important negotiation partners in the mission. That is the reason I was instructed to attend the seminar of this organization and obtain the first title. In reality, it seems that this organization has a connection with me from the beginning, in the sense of a soul connection, so to speak, that I am already connected even without joining. However, obtaining that title in this physical society, with a physical body, has a certain symbolic weight, and that can change the impression given when talking to important people, making it easier to gain trust by adding truthfulness and weight to the words. Although I was a related person from the beginning, simply being "somewhat" related might not be enough to give weight to the words, or it might cause a sense of unease, and that could lead to a breakdown in negotiations, which would be fatal. Therefore, in order to increase trust, they had me obtain the title in advance.
I was also shown many future visions, and in order to realize them, I need to grow many times more than I am now. However, that growth is independent of this organization, and I need to demonstrate a certain level of ability before the other party will trust me. There is a hurdle in that it involves a certain amount of practical demonstration of ability (I have a certain image of that, but it is quite a demanding task). If I can grow according to the plan, I will be able to propose the following in that project:
・Independence of El [BLANK]. The three religions unite as one country. → Reference
・A new political system. Transformation from "politics by elected officials" to "politics by promise (＝words)". In elections, the presentation of policies (previously presented) is made a "promise" ("oath to God"), and representatives with authority limited to that promise are elected. And, a political system is shifted to one that presupposes "(complete) freedom" (＝the complete veto power of the members), which requires the consent of each member again for actual actions.
・World unification. Election of a global president. (Following the same mechanism and concept).
In both cases, I propose changing the fundamental mechanism. The current system of elections and governance allows politicians to say anything they want as long as they are not elected, and even after being elected, they can do anything they want, possessing that authority. However, whether it's the leader of El⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎ or the President of Earth, the system should be "election of representatives who do not have the authority to issue commands." In elections, policies should be treated not as mere slogans, but as promises to be fulfilled after being elected, and should have significant meaning. After being elected, the authority should be limited only to the scope of the policies that were declared. Regarding other matters, the authority should be limited only to sporadic matters such as diplomatic negotiations or emergency situations such as disasters or wars. The authority should be limited to the policies declared, and even when exercising authority, it should only be in the form of requests, and there should be no penalties for non-compliance, and groups or countries that agree will act voluntarily. For the President of Earth, a restriction should be imposed that "only those with experience as prime ministers or presidents of their respective countries (with the approval of their country) can run."
By doing this, El⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎ will first become an independent nation and establish a prototype of this system, and then the President of Earth will be elected based on that prototype. In this system, the authority is limited only to policies, and the President of Earth does not actually have the authority to command, so it relies on the voluntary actions of each country. Therefore, only good things will happen, and world peace will be achieved.
However, even when making such proposals, it is impossible to make progress without contacting people who are trusted and have power within the groups that actually manage this Earth.
The possibility that someone will voluntarily do so just by reading this proposal is currently almost zero. Therefore, it is necessary to demonstrate a certain level of ability before convincing them to adopt the proposal. Even in that case, it is necessary to first contact that organization and at least appear to be a member of a related organization before being able to contact them. Therefore, it is necessary to lay the groundwork for that from now on (not just this).
In terms of demonstrating ability, it is suggested that if the demands are not met, God will reset the Earth or freeze time and switch to a completely different timeline. In reality, whether or not that will happen is not a choice of the project, but is left to God. However, such a possibility actually exists. It is also necessary to demonstrate a certain level of ability in advance to make people believe in that. Then, by presenting options, we will ask whether to follow this proposal or to leave it to God and reset the Earth or switch to a different timeline. As a preliminary step to that, the proposal will be presented to influential figures (clergy) of El⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎ at that time.
At this time, if the proposal is successful, there is a possibility that a certain famous person will have the things that person did attributed to them and will promote it on their behalf, but there is a hurdle to overcome to reach that point.
This mission is important because if it fails, the war in the Middle East will continue. This is not something that will happen immediately, but within 5 or 10 years.
If, for the time being, El⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎ is unified and peace is achieved, then that system will be imitated, and eventually, a world president will be elected.
However, these things are often just wishful thinking, so I do not completely trust them. But, if it is true, it would be a very important matter, so I am carefully gathering information within a reasonable range.
In addition, this is simply using a certain organization as one of the elements, and the legitimacy and truthfulness of that organization are a separate matter. Coincidentally, an organization that appears to be a certain way is being used for a certain purpose, and some minor modifications are temporarily made to make it appear that way. Therefore, it is dangerous to blindly trust that organization; it is simply a matter of certain people using that organization for a certain purpose for a limited time.
Various stories related to that organization.
▪️Initiation stagesThe first thing that made me feel uneasy was the initiation process that the organization conducts. Generally, there are stages in initiation, and there are about seven of them. However, there is a theory that Christ underwent about three initiations, and some say he underwent even more. At least, it seems he underwent three. When you reach a fairly high level of initiation, a title like "Master" or "A... (something)" is given, which is equivalent to or even higher than Christ's level. However, in a recent seminar I attended, the organization offered an initiation that directly leads to the "A... (Master)" level from the beginning. This is very unsettling. The first initiation should only provide a spiritual trigger, and as a result, one should become an "apprentice." However, in that organization, one immediately becomes an "A... (Master)."
Ideally, one should start from the humble path of an "apprentice." However, the organization gives the title of "A... (Master)," making it seem as if one has become outstanding. Perhaps, they were observing other, genuine organizations and saw the "Master" title as impressive, and without fully understanding it, they thought it sounded good and imitated it. In reality, not everyone involved in that organization is bad; rather, many have good intentions. However, unseen entities are cunning, so it is possible that they are disguising themselves as gods or the Galactic Federation to gather followers and collect energy. (This is just one possibility.)
...That's what I thought at the time, but later, I confirmed that the term "A..." is not used in foreign countries; it's a Japanese term. They may have simply used katakana to make it sound impressive and attract attention. If that's the reason, it might not be such a big problem.
▪️Reincarnation
Furthermore, the organization teaches that "there is no reincarnation." This is a characteristic of religions that originated in the desert, such as Christianity. However, according to the organization's explanation, "It's like seeing someone else's life from the side or behind before being born (emanation), so it feels like a past life, but you are only born once."
This school of thought seems to be based on the following dichotomy:
・There is no reincarnation.
・What people perceive as reincarnation is an emanation, a learning experience from observing other people's lives before being born. Alternatively, it may be a form of advanced video learning. There are cases where it involves a connection from a higher dimension, passing through an intermediate stage, and cases where it comes directly.
In my interpretation, reincarnation is ambiguous, so such an interpretation is possible.
If we consider only the beginning and the end, connecting the higher dimension to humans, then reincarnation, in the sense of the current self, occurs only once.
However, if we look at the intermediate stages in detail, it ultimately becomes similar to what is commonly said and my interpretation. In this Earth, there are many cases where people are trapped in reincarnation and repeatedly reincarnate. In such cases, it is not the reincarnation that is commonly talked about, so the term "reincarnation" is not appropriate, but since there is no other way to express it, we use the word "reincarnation." Nevertheless, there are stories that seem like reincarnation, so it is too simplistic to say that "there is no previous life" for everything. In my personal view, I interpret that there are cases where the soul (astral body) reincarnates directly, and cases where it becomes one with a group soul (soul group) and then separates to reincarnate. In addition to that, there is also a pattern where it is born once from a higher dimension and then returns to the higher dimension. Therefore, I do not deny that pattern, but to say that it is the only pattern is a simplistic story that ignores the complexity of this world.
In particular, the soul is also divided and added while a person is alive, so it is a subtle matter as to how much of it is reincarnation. Even so, if it separates and adds, and returns to a higher dimension or enters a physical body on Earth as needed, then something similar to what is generally thought may occur, even if it is not reincarnation. Therefore, it is too simplistic to deny everything and say that "there is no previous life."
This can also be interpreted as a hypothesis that complements the upper and lower ranges of what I know. What I saw during out-of-body experiences was a story relatively close to humans, and there, even if it is not reincarnation itself, there are stories that seem like reincarnation circulating around a group soul, which is a story of a group that is a solidified (separated state) of karma and light. However, it is possible to interpret that there is a larger loop than that.
If that is the case, it also makes sense to say that there is no reincarnation as a large cycle. The people in that organization may not explain it that way, but that is my personal interpretation. Personally, I don't feel any discomfort with this interpretation, so for now, I will understand it that way.
・There is no reincarnation (as a large cycle).
・There is something like reincarnation (as a small cycle).
(I will write my views on this in more detail soon.)
▪️Arrogance
If there is a tradition (or at least it seems that way, or it is advertised that way), and if you consider yourself a member of it, then people who are not very familiar with spirituality will easily become arrogant. I feel a certain discomfort with that organization, but my analysis suggests that the arrogance of the members is one of the reasons.
Even so, it is true that the organizations connected to it in various parts of the world have power in the real world (although there are sometimes distorted aspects), and the members believe that they are doing sacred things and serving. However, even so, arrogance can sometimes create a space for evil to enter. There are times when a higher guiding force with a benevolent facade arbitrarily intervenes to gather followers for the sake of arrogance, and people are often misled or believe in it, leading them astray. It seems that the members themselves may not be aware of this.
▪️The tendency to divide things into good and evil
Although there is no basis for it, my intuition tells me that "(even though they are trying to pursue good), this tendency to divide things into good and evil has caused the destruction of various pre-civilizations, such as Atlantis." I think that it is precisely this "separation" consciousness that is the reason why this world remains in a dualistic value system. The organization, which was once quite traditional and played a role in a certain corner of spirituality, is now likely to have its teachings lost because it has not sufficiently reviewed the values that failed in Atlantis, and therefore, it may repeat the destruction of civilization as a "reproduction of Atlantis."
The dualistic "good and evil" based on "good (＝god, complete positivity)" and "evil (＝demon, negativity)" is something that the members may think is in accordance with tradition, but it is a value system that has been passed down from "failed worlds" such as Atlantis. Because they are adhering to that value system, they are advancing healing to remove "negativity" and create a "positive" state. However, in reality, it is a relatively simple thing, and what is more difficult is to face reality.
In terms of aura, negative auras are not always one's own; sometimes, they are picked up. The idea is that if you pick up something negative, you can discard it. Of course, in this world, it is fundamentally up to the individual to think and act in that way, and many people actually do. It is important to understand that negative emotions are not always one's own, but may be imposed. If you don't understand this, you may become trapped in negativity, so it is necessary to overcome that stage.
That being said, I believe it is necessary to understand the mechanism.
What I want to present as a solution is that if your own vibration rises, you will become less susceptible to the dualism of good and evil. Negative auras are like clouds floating around, passing through walls and windows, and you may accidentally come into contact with them. If your own vibration is high, you can quickly resolve it.
On the other hand, if your vibration is not high enough, you will be affected, and you may need healing or other methods. However, rather than that, I think that "doing nothing and letting it be" (although it may sound harsh) is a way to strengthen one's own aura and raise vibrations in the long term. It's not like throwing someone into a valley, but if you rely too much on healing, you may start dividing others into "positive" and "negative" (thinking that you are on the positive side), and develop a sense of superiority. I feel that some organizations have a tendency like that. And, if you rely too much on healing, you may become overly sensitive to even the slightest negativity, and become weak to negativity and easily influenced by it.
This may be interpreted by some as being "on the side of God." However, God contains both good and evil, and includes both positive and negative aspects; the "space" of this world itself is God. I think something like this was occasionally mentioned in that organization, but when it comes to the topic of positive and negative, it returns to the world of dualism. If that is the case, it seems that they do not fundamentally understand this, and that they have not reached the essence of that understanding.
The individuals involved claim that this tradition is connected to Atlantis, and my sense of unease might actually be a feeling of unease that originally existed in the world of Atlantis. This is difficult to verify, but the sense of unease I feel towards this organization might be a key to understanding the spiritual unease that pervades this world.
If we can understand the unease surrounding this organization, we might be able to understand the fundamental flaws in the spiritual world. In a sense, it could serve as a negative example.
One of my challenges in this lifetime is "to verify the stages of spiritual growth," and investigating the values of people like these might help with that. In that sense, there might have been an instruction from above for me to study this organization, which has a slightly different way of thinking than I do.
▪️ The sense of unease about being urged to receive healing.
(Whether or not it is visible), extraterrestrial beings and higher-dimensional beings (invisible beings) are good at handling energy, so they are skilled in astral techniques such as healing and removing negative things. While the technique itself may be effective, I feel a cultural difference. The culture that views negative aspects as evil and simply removes them is something that this organization claims is a legitimate, traditional practice that has continued for thousands of years. However, from my perspective, this is a source of unease.
In reality, "everything in this world is perfect," so conflicts, doubts, anger, suffering, and so on, are all opportunities for learning. Therefore, the fluctuations of emotions and various states are themselves love. However, such organizations consider these things to be "negative" and cut them out, removing the negative aspects through healing, creating a state that appears to be enveloped in light. However, this also deprives people of opportunities for learning, which is a very sinful act. The individuals involved probably think they are doing something good, but it is not only unnecessary interference, but also an act of causing harm while pretending to be benevolent.
This tendency is common in organizations related to extraterrestrials and in people who channel with extraterrestrials. They tend to disregard human conflicts and worldly matters, and they view human "negative" emotions as "evil," as something that is on the opposite side of God, and tend to discard them.
Indeed, there are often cases where people are troubled because they receive an aura that is not their own, so in such cases, it is often more appropriate to simply discard it rather than try to understand it. However, here, regardless of the type, there seems to be a tendency to uniformly cut off "negative" energy and maintain a state of "purity." This tendency was quite strong in the New Age era decades ago, and it seems that some people still hold that way of thinking.
This may seem like a good thing at first glance, but if there is a lack of "understanding," the same problem will recur. This is because this universe is governed by "laws," so (if negative energy is simply received, it can be discarded), but if the root cause of generating negative energy is a misunderstanding (＝a wrong law) within oneself, simply discarding the negative aura without understanding that error will lead to the same negative energy being generated again by the laws of the universe (＝the wrong understanding).
・Aura that is received (can be discarded, can be observed further, it's up to you what to do) → This is like something catching your eye on the street.
・Phenomena created by one's own principles, temperament, and laws, and the aura that is generated by that (regardless of good or bad, it includes all) → This requires a deeper understanding of one's own being and the understanding of "laws" to prevent recurrence. Organizations that emphasize healing tend to neglect this, and even if an event is caused by one's own principles, they tend to consider it resolved by "healing" and "separating" or "eliminating" (purifying) the negative emotions or aura.
From my perspective, the situation where a healer affiliated with an organization heals someone, and then heals the person themselves, seems like "what a troublesome life that healer is living." However, I think it would be better to maintain a state of low stress and avoid being influenced by the surroundings. It is true that one becomes more susceptible to negative influences when one's senses open up, but that is something that is, to a certain extent, unavoidable. The aura that is received can be discarded or purified (eliminated) as one sees fit. However, if one continues to do that, the opportunity to become aware of the "wrong understanding" and "wrong laws" that exist within oneself becomes extremely limited. This is because the person purifies (heals) it before it manifests. An aura, whether correct or incorrect, will manifest over time. If there is a "wrong understanding" or "wrong law" dormant within oneself, it will gradually manifest as reality around one, allowing one to become aware of one's own mistakes. By focusing too much on healing, such "manifestation" does not occur, and the opportunity to become aware of the "wrong laws" and "wrong understanding" within oneself is lost.
This tendency is often seen in people who are overly fastidious, lack knowledge of dirt, and have limited life experience. However, the person themselves may believe they are spiritually advanced because they claim to be able to do healing and have a balanced aura. Yet, they often have a low tolerance for criticism and tend to get angry easily, resulting in a distorted spirituality.
If they simply live a normal life without worrying about their aura, their incorrect beliefs and principles will manifest in their surroundings. By gradually resolving these issues, they will eventually experience fewer problems and be able to live a straightforward, normal, and carefree life.
In this way, the aspect of "principles" and "understanding," which is one of the causes of aura pollution, will be resolved. Only then can they truly understand that "the dirt you have received is not your responsibility." I believe this is a sufficient level of understanding.
It is much healthier to live a normal life to the fullest than to be overly fastidious and rely on healing.
▪️The Galactic Federation and the Space Alliance
In that organization, for some reason, they specifically deny the "Space Alliance" and promote a mysterious organization called the "Galactic Federation." They teach that the prayer rituals should begin with chanting "The Galactic Federation of ⚪︎⚪︎." However, it seems that this part did not exist in the past and was simply "The ⚪︎⚪︎ of the Universe." This also feels strange. When I asked the instructor, "What is the Galactic Federation specifically?" they did not have a clear answer, but only said, "I don't know. I've heard something about aliens." The fact that they worship a mysterious organization like the Galactic Federation while denying the Space Alliance (which also has a vague definition) is confusing. From the flow of the conversation, it seems that the Galactic Federation and the Space Alliance are in opposition, and the Space Alliance refers to Sirius and Pleiades. However, they describe the Space Alliance as a group of violent delinquents and claim that they are on the side of the Galactic Federation, which is good. But they don't explain what the Galactic Federation is. How can you rely on and worship something you don't understand?
Since the instructor did not provide an explanation, I will offer my subjective interpretation. When viewed as opposing forces, things become clearer. Specifically denying the Space Alliance suggests that the opposition to Sirius and Pleiades is the Galactic Federation. And when considering the cosmic opposition, what opposes Sirius and Pleiades is Orion, which dates back to the Orion War. However, in reality, Orion has already reconciled, so it is unlikely to be an opposition now. Instead, there is a certain number of people who are losing their connection to the fundamental energy of the universe and are on the verge of depletion of life energy, and they are from various stars. These people know that the faith and devotion of others can enhance their energy, and that side is disguising itself as light to attract followers and increase their energy. This may be the current situation.
I studied at an organization that claims to be channeling with a cosmic alliance about 30 years ago, and I have also talked to the people there, so I can compare. However, when comparing the people involved, those who claim to be in contact with the cosmic alliance and those who claim to be in contact with the so-called galactic alliance, they don't seem that different. Although there are some differences in nature, I think that difference is more due to the organization or the people they associate with, rather than the era. The aliens themselves may change significantly, but humans don't seem to change that much. Also, since there are various kinds of aliens, there is no need to blindly worship them. (Whether it's true or not, I have a memory, like a group soul, of living on a Pleiades spaceship, so there are aspects of aliens that are not that different from Earth.)
▪️Behind-the-scenes test
It's very different from the organizations I know, so one possibility is that it's like the Hunter Exam in the manga "Hunter x Hunter," where it outwardly grants a license, but there might actually be a behind-the-scenes test. I think that there might be parts that are not made public because if it becomes a system, strange people might enter. I wonder if I'm overthinking it. It's subtle, so I generally don't recommend this place to others.
There are many seminars that say "You will be granted abilities just by attending," and this is one of them. However, when I talk to the teacher here, he says that "it's normal for growth to take several decades." So, while the promotional statements are good, the content is actually quite ordinary. They are good at advertising.
Some teachers here say "You will definitely not grow spiritually if you don't attend," but in reality, there are many people with considerable power who are not teachers here (some are native, and some are not). Therefore, such a 100% assertion reveals one's lack of intelligence. In mathematics, a 100% complete negation requires "denying all possibilities," which is a very difficult proof. The fact that they easily say such things suggests that they haven't studied properly in school.
Even when doing spirituality, normal school studies form the foundation, and the means to discern strange things are cultivated through normal studies. Therefore, people involved in spirituality tend to undervalue normal studies, but normal studies are important.
In the first place, I think that spiritual growth occurs regardless of whether one is involved with such organizations. Also, only about one in a thousand people who study at such organizations truly possess real ability. Therefore, I think that the classes that are openly advertised are like a Hunter Exam. They ostensibly provide a title (license), but I feel that they are actually screening and recruiting members through other means. It seems to me that these are just organizations that appear to be something they are not.
Furthermore, the fact that they have little connection with other related organizations is suspicious. The people in this field that I personally know have a very different atmosphere, and it's a mysterious organization. I have never heard of anyone becoming a member of such an organization through public recruitment. It's natural to think that there is a public test and a secret test.
There is a gigantic, powerful being like a great angel at the very top, and below that, there are organizations operating at a certain scale, although it's not a hierarchy. Well, they explained it that way, but I don't really know how much they are actually doing beyond just studying. It's fine if I don't know, but if it's just a feeling that "it might be like that," then anyone can say that. However, it requires a certain level of spiritual growth to truly be able to consciously and intentionally astral project.
(…However, later, I felt that I might have been overthinking it.)
* Astral Projection
The astral projection that they are teaching also seems a bit dubious, and it seems like they are just trying to create the feeling of having done it. I think that most people can experience astral projection-like phenomena, such as briefly sending their consciousness out and having a dream-like experience. However, consciously and intentionally (temporarily) astral projecting while being awake and using conscious awareness requires a higher level of spiritual growth. Based on what I've heard, it seems like the astral projection being taught here is just creating the feeling of having done it, but what do you think? When I astral projected when I was in elementary school, I completely separated from my body and had a clear perception, which is clearly different from the "feeling of having done it" that is being talked about here. Also, in my case, I was able to transcend time and space, but I have only heard about activities within the current timeline.
I wonder if they are just providing explanations for the general public, and the real explanation is something else, and they are just giving a superficial explanation like the explanation of Nen in the manga Hunter x Hunter, and making people understand it superficially. What do you think? If you think for yourself, you should realize that something is wrong. If the explanation doesn't match the actual experience of astral projection, then either the explanation is insufficient or something is being hidden. It may be fine if they teach the basics in theory, but it's only by actually doing it, noticing something, and asking questions that they reveal the truth.
(This is a memo of my current impression, a first impression. My understanding may change later.)
[Added on 2023/12/28]
... Afterwards, I suddenly remembered.
▪️Instructions from above
I had forgotten about it for a while, but I suddenly remembered that, I think, I was initially told by someone higher up, "That organization is starting to feel a bit strange, so please observe it." (Not directly to me, but...) It is an organization that was established with some involvement from a certain spirit, connected to Group Soul, and has recently become unclear, so I was asked to observe it, because I would seem like an inconspicuous, ordinary person, and it would be easy to go there since it's relatively close. If other people (spirits) went, it would be too noticeable. I have the appearance of an ordinary person, so I don't look like a spiritual person at first glance.
Currently, my impression of that place is "highly suspicious." They are mixing various spiritual and religious elements without discernment. If they claim to be a traditional organization, they should only teach traditional things, but they are randomly mentioning things they seem to have heard somewhere, making it incomprehensible. Sometimes, the person who created and is at the center of such organizations knows a lot and incorporates various religious elements because they understand the good and bad aspects of those religions. In such cases, it might not be a bad thing, but it seems suspicious from the outside.
This is what was meant by "a bit strange" when I received the initial instructions from above. I understand now... Indeed, it is becoming a bit strange. I noticed it, and I fed back that impression to the higher-up. At first, I wondered why I, of all people, had to attend a seminar at such a strange and suspicious place (under instructions). But if that was the reason (more or less), I can understand it.
That subtle, interesting, and slightly strange feeling of some of the key figures there, which makes you want to laugh, certainly has some similarities to the people I know who are connected to Group Soul (the spirits). Or rather, I might actually have a similar atmosphere when viewed from the outside, and I might have a subtle, interesting, and strange feeling myself, even though I don't realize it. I wonder what it's like. I'm talking about other people, but I might also seem interesting to others. Some of the main members (a part of them) have, just a little bit, a certain "scent" of the Group Soul I belong to. It's not the case for everyone, but somehow, in terms of atmosphere, attitude, or even the way they talk, there is a similarity, so it is certainly possible that there is some connection.
And, in the future, you can attend other seminars there if you want, or you don't have to if you don't. It seems you can just casually check things out if you have the time and opportunity, and report your impressions to me. Sometimes, there are key members who seem to sense something about me, but the person above me seems to cover it up, so it's just a momentary "huh?" and I'm generally treated like an ordinary person. That's good because it's less troublesome. If you're just observing, that's probably better because it's less noticeable. Also, regarding other key members who might be related to the same group soul as me, it seems they have already been explained the situation by the person above, so they might just ignore it, assuming it's due to that. I'm not sure what will actually happen. This is my current note.
→ Related: Obtaining a title (称号) from a certain spiritual school.