- Healing the inner child and resolving conflicts.
- The starting point is a child in the outskirts of Paris in the 18th century.
Paris, northwestern region.
In that life, I lived by a river in a quiet forest.
At that time, it was a horse-drawn carriage, so it was about half a day's journey by carriage to Paris, making it a day trip.
It was a distance where you could leave early in the morning to participate in a (spiritual) party and return at night.
- In the next reincarnation, I am troubled by my neighbors.
- In the reincarnation after that, only 1/3 of my soul descends to the earthly realm. The troubles continue. It is not a very good life.
The above is not a continuation of the previous section, but from a different line:
- A life of traveling and living in early medieval Europe (peaceful).
After a while:
- A life in Nazi-occupied Poland, near Krakow.
→ The fortune tellers of the group soul that I saw in a dream.
→ Healing the inner child who was tortured by the Nazis and cursed.
→ Rescuing the soul of a witch who was tortured by the Nazis and creating a dagger.
Every time, the memories of this witch resurface in me (and she was uttering curses against Hitler).
Krakow is where Auschwitz is located, and I visited it in 2015.
I originally thought it was further south, in Hungary or Austria, but it seems it's not that far south. In my memory, the front lines were north of where I was, and I was looking at it from the south, so I thought it was further south. However, maps of the world at that time were not that accurate, and it is possible that I mistook my location as being further south.
Alternatively, the concentration camp might have been there, and I might have been living a little further south. That is also possible. There is a memory of returning to a house not far south of the concentration camp, either before being captured or after being liberated. At that time, I remember (from a distant memory) being abandoned like trash at a gate with almost nothing and no people around.
Both of these are related to the group soul, but they are not my direct past lives. However, they are similar, and I have inherited some of the memories of the group soul.
The reason these lives are connected to me is that I will likely need to borrow the power of these witches in the future. Whether that power will merge into me or be outside and help me, it seems to be about half and half. To some extent, it will enter me and increase my abilities, and the souls of these witches will also act as a medium, helping me from the outside. It can be said that I am summoning them, but it is not about using them, but rather, they may help me as part of myself connected to the group soul.
In particular, the witches who were doing fortune-telling in the suburbs of Paris had been doing this for over 30 years, looking at the clients the day before and preparing for the next day. For the first 10 years or so, they were simply using intuition and psychic abilities to see things. However, gradually, they started doing something like astral projection, keeping about half of their physical consciousness while projecting about half of their consciousness (not completely), and researching the clients for the next day.
At first, they were simply observing the situation, but eventually, they became skilled enough to identify cause-and-effect relationships, and they were able to determine not only what would happen but also the cause of it.
If this child from Paris could be summoned or helped, it would be a fundamental ability for future life. I think it was a child with such high abilities. In fact, about 30 years ago, I met someone who seemed to be my husband in this life, and at that time, I realized that this life existed. Although it is not the same as my current self, we have a connection through a group soul.
It seems that the next challenge is here.
This child from Paris was born near Krafuk in another life and was tortured under the Nazis. They were fitted with a ring with screws to prevent them from escaping. They were then forced to use remote viewing to show images and cooperate with the Nazis. They pretended to cooperate obediently for a while, gaining their trust, and then eventually tricked the Nazis into a large-scale operation that resulted in a major failure. However, after that, they were treated as "useless" and abandoned, and the torture continued.
At first, they were uncooperative. Because they showed a rebellious attitude, they were sometimes beaten and hit by the guards, and they were forced to do remote viewing while being instilled with fear. They were not immediately fitted with a ring; before that, they tried to escape several times, but all failed. After several failed escape attempts, they were eventually fitted with a ring as punishment.
At first, they simply tried to escape by walking, but they failed repeatedly. Then, in order to loosen surveillance and make them careless, they pretended to be weak by living under house arrest. They showed signs of fatigue, and eventually, the guards began to let their guard down. Then, one night, when the opportunity arose, they tried to escape by flying in the air, like a witch. However, for some reason, they lost their sense of direction, perhaps because they had rarely been outside the room. As a result, they didn't know which way to go, and while wandering aimlessly in the air, they accidentally made eye contact with a guard in a tall watchtower. The guard was surprised, and so was I, and I tried to fly even higher, but I was shot several times, and although it was not a fatal wound, I lost strength, and my altitude gradually decreased. If I lost consciousness at that height, I would be slammed to the ground and die. So, I somehow managed to descend to the ground, but I was caught there.
After being captured and returned to the prison, and as my injuries began to heal, a guard who usually took care of me came in and said, "You still have that much strength, huh? To make sure you can't escape, I'm going to put this on." He put a ring on me. It wasn't just a simple ring; there was a screw hole on the side of the ring, and after placing it on my head, screws were inserted into my skull. Of course, blood flowed, but it would stop if left alone. And not only was it painful to have several screws inserted into my skull, but whenever I tried to sleep, the part of my head where the screws were would be pierced, causing excruciating pain and preventing me from sleeping.
I was left alone for about 2 or 3 days, and I had to stay in the room without being able to sleep. Due to the intense pain and lack of sleep, I thought I might just die. I was at my limit, and I felt like I would die in a few more days. Finally, I realized that a guard was approaching. At that moment, my body moved unconsciously, and when the guard entered, I bowed deeply and acted submissively, and I sincerely pleaded, "I can't sleep because it's painful. I won't try to escape anymore. I will cooperate obediently, so please remove a few of the screws on the back of my head so I can sleep. Even if you remove a few, it won't come off if the others are still there. Please..." The guard, who had been watching me for a while, slowly approached and removed a few of the screws on the back of my head. And from then on, I acted obediently, and the guard began to trust me.
However, even though I could sleep, the ring was still on. Although I could sleep thanks to the screws being removed, sometimes I would move my head in a strange way while turning over, hit the ring, and experience excruciating pain, causing me to jump up. So, I think I was always sleep-deprived. People are adaptable, and after a few years, I was able to sleep without moving, but even then, I would occasionally bump it and experience pain.
Using my abilities requires a lot of brainpower, so having a ring on makes it impossible to use my abilities to their full extent. It seemed impossible to fly, and if I tried to escape again, I might be left to die. I realized that I could no longer escape.
During that time, my hatred for the Nazis grew stronger every day. I was using my abilities to see the battle situation in order to plan a strategy, but I maintained a consistently submissive attitude. In other words, while appearing to cooperate, I was looking for an opportunity to destroy the Nazis. By using my abilities to see the situation, I was able to win battles, and the guard was recognized by the higher-ups for his achievements, and gradually, his mood improved. Even though he was keeping the witch locked in a room, he was only thinking about his own interests. That's increasing.
As a result of consistently achieving results and gaining trust, I had the opportunity to gather information for a large-scale operation. I thought this was my chance, and when I conveyed the situation through clairvoyance for that operation, I intentionally told lies to mislead them. Furthermore, I telepathically transmitted the operation to the enemy's British psychic and sent clear messages to the enemy commanders, publicly revealing the Nazi's large-scale invasion operation through telepathy. As a result, the Nazis fell into a trap, and because they were careless and launched a large-scale operation, the Allied forces, who knew it in advance, defeated the Nazis, and the Nazis suffered a crushing defeat. It was a perfect revenge.
It is rumored that British and other countries' mages played a significant role in repelling the disaster during the invasion of the Nazis. In reality, while there were indeed people who seemed like witches in Britain and other places, it was more that a witch who was imprisoned by the Nazis intentionally spread information through telepathy, and a few people received it. However, as far as the British witches were concerned, they probably thought they had figured it out on their own, but many of the recipients were at a level where they couldn't distinguish between what they saw themselves, what they were shown, and what they received through telepathy. Therefore, they mistakenly thought they had done something. In reality, this witch who was held captive was being used to plan the Nazis' operations, and she was intentionally leaking information through telepathy at that time.
And in the large-scale operation where the Nazis were about to launch a major offensive, I was able to successfully lure them into a trap, and the Nazi troops suffered devastating damage. It was a perfect revenge.
When the operation failed miserably, the guard shouted, "What's going on here?" To cover it up, the girl casually said, "Ah, the other side has a very powerful psychic. I was outsmarted. It seems I was tricked." The guard, who didn't realize that the girl had orchestrated everything, was simply angry and left. The guard probably thought that since this witch had become obedient, she wouldn't rebel.
After the Nazis suffered a crushing defeat, I was no longer called upon, and I had free time. In reality, I had become skilled at taking the ring off and sleeping comfortably next to the bed, and I even started to think that I could probably sleep relatively normally even with the ring on. Also, I would normally receive three meals a day while staying in the room, and although I couldn't leave the room, there was nothing to do, and I didn't need to earn money, and I was starting to think that this life was surprisingly comfortable.
As I thought that, the camp suddenly became bustling. Listening to the guards' gossip, it seemed they were talking about the camp's evacuation. Soon, the atmosphere of evacuation became real, and the guards became even more frantic.
One day, I was suddenly told to "get out" from the prison and walked out. I was taken to the large gate of the camp, pushed out, and then yelled at, "Get out! You've been eating only meals every day! You useless thing!" It was a selfish excuse from the people who captured me. But, that's how I was finally released. Perhaps it was also for reducing the number of people. That child was released because they were considered useless, but there, they cursed the Nazis again. Especially, they intensely hated Hitler, the leader.
Looking back now, the large gate I saw when I visited Auschwitz in 2015 was slightly different. It seemed to be a gate with an arch connecting two pillars, so it might not be Auschwitz.
Even though I was released, the metal ring was still on my head. They didn't remove it. When I was thrown out at the gate, I was pushed a little and fell, my legs collapsing. I was about to hit my head on the ground, so I somehow protected my head by using my hands and body to prevent the metal ring from hitting the ground.
The guard who was yelling at me left, and I was left alone. I wondered what to do, but it was unavoidable, so I decided to walk to town. It was a long journey.
When I returned to town, I consulted a doctor and finally got the screws removed, freeing myself from the metal ring.
After being released and the ring removed, the marks of the screw holes where the ring was attached remained on my head. Although it was hidden to some extent by my hair, the marks of the screw holes were visible in the mirror, and every time I saw them, my hatred for the Nazis increased. "I will never forgive. I will destroy the Nazis, and I will kill Hitler, the leader," I wished, strongly hated, cursed, and actually acted on it. I think the intensity of that feeling was extraordinary. Even looking at my group, Soul, I think that child was the first and last to curse so powerfully. They put all their energy into cursing the Nazis and Hitler.
Originally, perhaps even now, the Nazi Third Reich would still be ruling Eastern Europe. However, first, a large-scale operation caused significant damage, and the Nazi territory became smaller. Originally, even if it was small, Nazi Germany should have continued to exist. However, that child especially cursed Hitler, and continued to send a powerful resentment remotely, driving Hitler to the brink of madness. In reality, the resentment existed even when I was in prison, but I couldn't emit strong psychic waves because of the metal ring, and I couldn't properly curse.
Ultimately, I think she forcibly controlled Hitler's body, moved Hitler's own body, and made it look like he committed suicide. In that way, she was finally able to curse and kill Hitler. Perhaps, in the end, she superimposed a portion of her consciousness into Hitler's body while taking control of it, and then drew a gun and made her body move to commit suicide. Therefore, she had to cast a curse beforehand to lower his resistance, and in the final stage, she took control of his body and made it move, making his body commit suicide with a gun. She tried to take control of his body at first, but she was resisted, so there was a preliminary stage of driving him mad with a curse over a long period of time. Saying that she made him commit suicide might be misleading. Because when she was taking control of his body, it was as if half of it was her own body, so her consciousness was partially present, and she made him commit suicide as if he was committing suicide with his own body. Therefore, it could be said that the purpose was achieved, but because she was inside and moving his body, there was a strong resistance to suicide even for herself. However, because it was Hitler's body, she forcibly made his body move and fire the gun at himself. At that moment, a strong mental shock, like when one commits suicide, hit her, and she felt nauseous. Although she was controlling him remotely, it seems that the experience was quite unpleasant. However, with that, the curse was fulfilled.
It is said that Hitler was also a kind of psychic, but the fact that she was able to control him by cursing him suggests that her psychic abilities were stronger, and that she was superior to him in terms of ability. While I thought that the Nazis were capturing and cooperating with psychics, I think that if they treated psychics in such a cruel way, there would definitely be a backlash.
When I cursed the Nazis and Hitler, and Hitler died and Nazi Germany collapsed, I finally regained a certain degree of peace of mind.
However, the darkness in my heart was hard to dispel. That life seems to have ended in a very difficult state of mind.
She wasn't consciously aware of it, but as a result, she saved the lives of many people who were being abused by the Nazis, especially many Jewish people. Originally, that kind of massacre might have continued for a long time in Eastern Europe. She was able to prevent that with the power of the curse, and although she herself was suffering, she was doing something good for the world. However, all she did was hate the Nazis and Hitler and curse them to death.
Perhaps, that was her mission. I feel that way. However, the person herself, regardless of any mission, simply hated the Nazis, and was angry about being locked in a prison-like room for a long time, being forced to work, and being tortured with rings. Moreover, she received many scars that would never disappear, especially around the forehead. Such a strong curse led Hitler to his death. That curse destroyed Nazi Germany, and although she was not aware of it, it helped many people.
Now, if I were to hate someone, I could have hated the guards who directly tortured her. However, for some reason, the curse was directed at Hitler, whom she did not know directly. This is a cognitive distortion in the state of being tortured and imprisoned. Although it is clear now that she should have hated the guards, at that time, she was receiving terrible torture, but she was given proper meals, and she felt a sense of closeness to the guards due to their slightly kind behavior, which was probably a standardized response. It seems like a method of making people cooperate by doing something terrible and then being slightly kind. If they were truly kind, they would not have acted so rudely, such as pushing her away and making a rude remark at the gate. She was used as a mere tool to make her cooperate, and now I understand that she should have cursed that guard. However, at that time, she did not realize it, and she designated Hitler as the target of her curse. And, that action unintentionally saved the world.
That girl was tortured to the point of almost dying, and she literally died to destroy Nazi Germany. However, no one around her cared about her. She did not tell anyone that she destroyed Nazi Germany. Even if she had said so, she would not have been believed, and she still had the fear that she would be captured and tortured or killed if she said such things. Witch hunts were also taking place, and it was not an atmosphere where such things could be publicly announced. Therefore, even though she made such a contribution, no one knew about it.
That witch, while receiving assistance from organizations that helped victims of Nazi Germany, lived out her remaining years quietly.
And her soul, still weary, returned to the group soul. There, she merged with other souls, but the painful memories of her sadness were shared within the group soul. The child is now one with the group soul and no longer exists separately. However, those painful memories have become a common memory for the group soul.
Deep within my consciousness, I sometimes feel a feeling of cursing, directed at no one in particular. Now I understand that it is a curse against the Nazis, but in the past, I didn't know what it was. Even now, it sometimes appears unexpectedly and can mislead others.
In this lifetime, I have inherited a small part of those memories. While I could have simply lived my life and been content with those memories, in order to inherit the life and abilities of the child in Paris, or to summon that child to help me, it seems necessary to overcome those painful memories of the Nazis.
From a young age, I somehow had "curses" close to me. I have mostly overcome them recently, but I still feel the remnants of a "curse" that was placed on me or is near me. I used to think that it might have originated from painful experiences in my youth, or perhaps I was strongly cursed by someone. However, it seems that this "curse" comes from a deeper place, and I suspect it is the memories and resentment of that witch who was tortured by the Nazis and eventually cursed Hitler to death. I believe that in order for that consciousness to fully surface, it is necessary to reassure that child.
I believe that after the witch was liberated from the concentration camp, she used all of her abilities and spells to curse Hitler to death. However, the resentment from that time still remains. The memories and resentment of that curse are still not healed and are shared within my group soul.
Therefore, for me, "curses" often appear when my consciousness fades, and I have repeatedly felt the need to overcome them and maintain a pure consciousness. The abilities of the child in Paris are magical in nature, but I don't think they were originally related to "curses." I think they were simply abilities. However, as a result of being tortured by the Nazis, she experienced "cursing."
Hitler was cursed and killed, but not in the era of "Paris Child." It happened in a different era, in a life near Krafuk. While different, there are overlapping parts between "Paris Child" and the life near Krafuk in terms of group soul connections. And the root of this is in the life in Paris.
The task for the future seems to be to cleanse the remaining "curse" and move closer to a pure consciousness. And when that progresses to a certain extent, the soul of "Paris Child" will be healed, which can also be called healing of the inner child. Only then will it be possible to obtain the cooperation of "Paris Child" (in a sense), and abilities will emerge. When you speak to "Paris Child" and say, "It's okay, you're safe now, come out," the inner child is afraid and doesn't come out. A poor little witch, terrified of being tortured, is still far away, being drawn in and unable to come out.
"Paris Child" is a soul that is different, but also can be said to be a part of me, a part of the group soul connection and a fragment of the soul. This is a difficult story, but it is a story that is both different and the same, and both are correct.
The next step seems to be to bring out this "Paris Child" (the witch who has inherited the memories and experiences), which can be said to be a fragment of the soul or a part of myself, and to remember how to use those abilities again.
As it is now, it is impossible to complete the given mission, and there is a lack of ability. Therefore, the next step seems to be to overcome this issue of "Paris Child."