After the pillar of light appeared from the Sahasrara chakra, there have been such changes. When someone nearby is very irritated, that feeling is often transmitted, and conversely, that feeling quickly disappears when that person leaves. It doesn't linger.

Quite some time ago, I was simply picking up other people's emotions and accumulating them.

Recently, I think I may have been closing off my senses for a while. Therefore, I wasn't picking up as much, so I didn't accumulate as much.

However, there may be some ambiguity in my explanation regarding this.

Regarding the expansion of my senses, I was quite sensitive as a child, and I picked up various things, which I accumulated and suffered from, including what I thought were my own traumas, but were actually other people's traumas. I feel like I've been living a life like that for a long time.

Originally, I didn't "close off" my senses or "build walls" as a child; I was basically open. However, in this harsh world, I end up picking up various negative emotions. Therefore, I think I spent decades learning "defense." This was a kind of "isolation" and also a technique of "reflecting emotions back to the other person."

In this way, my sensitivity to emotions, which was originally high, was once closed off as a form of defense, and then, while maintaining that defense, I refined it and cultivated feelings of love, gratitude, and service. As a result, I am now acquiring the skills and wisdom to open my senses again while still being able to defend myself.

Therefore, this sensitivity to emotions is not something new; it has existed since I was a child. I closed it off once, and now I am acquiring the strength and defensive techniques to open it again.

The timing of this is likely when the pillar of light appeared from the Sahasrara chakra. Perhaps it was already standing from when I was a child, but I think it may have been closed off due to the conflict and the jealousy, resentment, and anger I received from those around me for over a decade.

There is a certain aspect of becoming less able to live comfortably due to increased sensitivity to emotions, but there are not many problems, and I have also learned various defense methods and coping strategies. Therefore, I think this is a path that I must go through.

Especially since I feel that I will have to go abroad in the future, these coping methods seem essential.