Due to the improved observational ability through meditation, I noticed a stagnant aura in my chest.

2024-04-16 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 瞑想録

Recently, a notable change has been observed in whether the inside is pure or the outside is pure.

In the past, it was relatively clear that the aura in the lower part of the body was murky, while the higher you went, the purer it was.
Now, it feels a little different, and I feel that the aura around the chest area is murky, while the area around it is pure.

What does this mean? It is difficult to interpret.

One hypothesis is that recently, as the mind has become more relaxed through meditation, energy from above has become easier to enter, and as a result, energy from above is enveloping the body, but the murky aura in the body still remains.

When observing this state, I also feel that the murkiness is only slight.
However, it would be better to eliminate that murkiness, so I intend to gradually permeate a quiet aura from the area around the chest inward.
Furthermore, when observing this aura in the chest, I also feel a sense of my own past aura, the dark parts of my youth that I struggled with. That is still remaining.

... (A week later). That part has been resolved. It is partly due to the effects of healing I received from a neighbor recently, and it is also due to the effect of decluttering items from the room that emit heavy auras. Until now, even when receiving healing, the area around the chest was stiff, and the murkiness of the aura in the chest was not easily resolved, but the stiffness of the murkiness has loosened and is moving towards resolution.

This process involves stages. First, I got rid of a Hachikotsu (not a Gokotsu) that I had been suspicious of, which I bought on Mercari. It was an old item with a strange aura, and I had washed it and repainted it to remove about half of the aura, but it seemed to be attracting misfortune, so I disposed of it. I think that until now, attracting misfortune has been a learning experience, but it seems that the time has come to let go of that.

In addition, I also decluttered game consoles that I have liked since I was a child and have been reluctant to part with. Depending on the type of game, I often feel nauseous after playing for only 30 minutes recently, whether it is motion sickness or a bad vibration from the game, so I disposed of them on Mercari because I could no longer play many games. Even if I play, old 2D games are sufficient.

As a result, perhaps due to the healing effect, the stagnation in the aura of my chest gradually dissipated, and it slowly began to blend with the aura surrounding my body.

I now realize that this, which had been hindering my growth, was something I should have understood earlier. It was a consequence of my own actions, and it was a lesson that I needed to learn. However, I feel that I have now taken a step closer to my true self by letting go of one of my past habits.