The feeling of God's mind is perhaps gratitude itself. From my own experiences, the energy of the higher self has always been present within me, and I constantly feel gratitude, which spreads to those around me. However, recently I've been thinking that even if it's gratitude, it might still be on the "outside."

The feelings of gratitude, love, and fullness, and the sense of being embraced, which feels eternal, I think are expressions of the higher self or a part of God's feelings. It's wonderful, but I feel that to truly reach God, there's still a little more to go.

In this sense, the state of gratitude, love, and fullness might still be, from God's perspective, metaphorically on the "outside."

If we shed another layer, we might understand that God is completely full, silent, and still, permeating life and death, good and evil.

Even in this state, I feel gratitude, love, and fullness, a presence that seems eternal, and an infinite existence that seems to be born and never ends. But even that, from the perspective of God, might still be on the "outside."

From God's perspective, I feel that everything in this world is transparent, and that good and evil can be truly understood. Everything is one, which is still true, and the absence of good and evil is also still true. God is eternal, full, and blissful, which is also true. I understand that the feeling of gratitude is God's feeling. But even that, it feels like it's still on the "outside."

So, what is God? It's the law that governs everything in this world, a supernatural law that encompasses everything, including good and evil, and that seems like a physical or magical force. It's the entire universe, including science, the paranormal, and things that science cannot explain, including people's feelings, conflicts, and worries, as well as minerals, planets, and stars. That is what I think God is.

If that's the case, the love of the higher self, or the love of God, is a part of the universe, a kind of divine spark. To reach the true God, it seems like we need to shed another layer.