I had a feeling like that, but if that's the case, I still have to live as a human for hundreds of years and experience this era many times, or perhaps merge with something. If I were to do it over now, I would definitely be discouraged. To say nothing of the fact that I don't know where I am in that loop right now. Perhaps my counterpart is experiencing that loop somewhere else, or maybe I need to redo things myself. I don't know which scenario is true.
Possibilities:
- This is the beginning of a loop, and there will be 3 to 5 more loops.
- A clone is experiencing something in parallel with you now, and it will merge with you after a while.
Actually, redoing the loop happens in the following order:
1. Dying soon (losing consciousness during meditation and dying), seeing my mother who found the body looking sad.
2. Restarting as a female from childhood. During the time I have as a child, developing spiritual abilities.
3. Restarting again as a female. Mastering spiritual abilities; reaching maturity at this point.
4. Restarting as a male in the same way. Learning how to connect with the real world based on spirituality.
5. Finally returning to the present and merging with my current self (not going back to 1, but branching off).
At this time, since the 5 that was restarted is later in terms of time than the 1, it continues without dying. In such cases, I don't quite understand what happens to the timeline of the 1 that died. Does it get overwritten? Or does it become as if it never existed? It's a bit mysterious. Anyway, once you die, but after restarting, you live on until then.
And, I can't tell whether I am in front of 1 or in front of 5 right now.
Therefore, if it becomes 1, the server will stop and updates will cease, potentially causing the website to disappear suddenly.
On the other hand, if it is 5, the site will continue to operate.
Well, let's see what happens.
In either case, I am currently lacking in ability and unable to save the Earth.
In order to accomplish various things, I need to loop through this era multiple times to improve my abilities. I understand that the current life is chosen as a base body for saving the world, so if that's the case, it seems necessary to merge with and incorporate myself from previous loops.
It is unclear whether I need to die now and enter a redo loop, or if the merging (5th time) will happen before my death.
The patterns are these two:
- 1 (death), life loop, 5 (merging)
- Only 5 (merging) will be experienced from now on (in parallel with the current experience).
In the case of number 1, I have a feeling that it will suddenly happen during meditation, so I may not be able to prepare much.
Also, when I return, my memory may not be certain.
It might be that I am becoming unsuitable for this era. Of course, since we are in the same country, I don't think it will cause too much trouble.
Well, let's see what happens.
I don't know which way it will turn out, so perhaps it would be better to say goodbye in advance.
Goodbye, and that's it.
I somehow feel like I'm going to experience it fully from now on.
If that is the case, does that mean I have to die first in order? That's quite depressing. It doesn't seem like it will be painful, but during meditation, my consciousness emerges and then travels back in time. For now, this body will die. While it feels sad, since my consciousness won't actually die, it's not that bad.
And, apparently, in the next life, I will be a woman. Well, how about that? It's the same family and the same town. I think I will experience many things. I will live my life going back in time while retaining all of my current spiritual knowledge. Spiritual knowledge doesn't change much with the times, so it seems to have universality. And I will awaken through meditation at a young age.
And it feels like I'm reliving my life again and again.
This is also very difficult. Well, it seems like you have to learn that much in order to save the Earth? When I think about it, my current life has been more of a "clear every corner of the maze before moving on" kind of way, so perhaps that's what it means.
And the last time I started over, it felt like living with a similar man.
But, you can't see the end of any life, right? In cases like this where you are repeating your life, does it mean that you won't reach the very end and will be forcibly reset midway through...? That part is also a mystery.
In either case, the fifth stage is when you restart your life and your soul, which has accumulated experiences, merges with your current physical body.
And finally, it seems that the world will be saved.
Therefore, if we consider the current world as being in a state of "1," then it means that I am also insignificant, and the world is still not saved. That's what it implies.
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...However, on the one hand, I have a feeling that I might have to redo things again. On the other hand, I also feel like this world has already been saved, and it's the second or third week after "Enting." Because I know about the Enting where the world was saved, I have that feeling. And I remember having a previous life where I corrected the parts that weren't very good at first time, and that is how this current life exists.
Therefore, perhaps the world will be saved as it is. In that case, there is a possibility number 5. Alternatively, it may be included in corrections, including starting over. If so, the world will be saved after correcting and restarting. That would require a very significant amount of time.
Well, well. What will happen?
Something is making it increasingly difficult to understand the situation. Perhaps a normal "1" will appear and end my life, causing me to enter a loop. So, just in case, I'd like to say goodbye beforehand.
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Perhaps, in higher and multi-dimensional spaces, "simultaneous execution" and "sequential execution" might exist at the same time. That is the most reasonable way to think about it. And choices made in multiple dimensions feed back to others and the past, changing life's trajectory. If that were the case, even if someone dies once as number 1 in the initial loop, only event number 5 will actually happen from now on. I hope that is true.
If that is the case, then my own consciousness, which I am already experiencing in parallel, should be in a different dimension, and the fifth one will merge with it next, while the first one is likely something from quite some time ago.
That is currently the leading hypothesis, but perhaps my lower-level consciousness will experience levels 1 through 5. In that case, I will be living in this same era for several more centuries, so I need to start thinking about how to enjoy the Showa and Reiwa eras repeatedly, and consider hobbies and other things now.
Which one will turn out to be true, I think we can check later. If I am still alive.