I have moved away from the timeline where natural disasters occur.

2023-05-14 written
Topic: Spiritual: Memoirs.

Until my university days, I felt like I was in a timeline where a major disaster occurred, causing a drastic reduction in the global population. In that timeline, a spaceship came to help the survivors, and I, in my late twenties, was rescued and lived on the spaceship for a few years. After the Earth's environment stabilized, we returned to Earth and lived in communities divided by country and region. We also received technical support from space, and I didn't experience any particular difficulties in my daily life. I remember having a thorough health checkup before boarding the spaceship, and they made me extremely healthy using advanced medical technology. After observing the Earth from the spaceship, we returned when things had calmed down. Although the Earth had been devastated by the disaster, the resilience of nature is amazing. Although it is still in a state of ruin, lush land has begun to recover. While on the spaceship, the land for each community was allocated based on research by the aliens, with a focus on areas similar to the original environment. Adjustments were made between the communities, and the relocation proceeded smoothly without much disruption.

At first glance, this might seem like a purification of the Earth, but in that timeline, the fact that we survived and were rescued by the spaceship strengthened the idea of being a chosen people, which reinforced people's egos. Because the population was reduced and managed from space, there were no wars, but with a small number of people living in small communities, jealousy and envy became very strong.

In that timeline, the support from space was only for one generation, and we were required to live independently on Earth in the future. Therefore, emotions like jealousy were passed down to the next generation, and the scenes I had seen continued in small communities. It seems that humans, no matter what, don't change that much. Among the survivors, there were also people who were considered spiritual or new age at the time. Some of these people had a strong sense of being a chosen people, believing that they, with their superior spirituality, had survived the disaster and were living on the Earth after the disaster, thanks to the aliens. In reality, these people were rescued by the aliens, but it was not because they were spiritually superior. Rather, from the aliens' perspective, humans are all the same. Most of them were simply noticed and helped by people who had a connection with the aliens, and they were helped normally unless they were particularly troubled. However, for the humans who were influenced by the spiritual idea of being a chosen people, even such a simple act of help felt special.

Imagine this: humans begin space travel and land on an unexplored planet. They befriend someone who happens to be there. It's truly a matter of chance, but the indigenous people might believe they've been specially chosen. It's more about the "it happened to be" aspect, rather than being deliberately chosen.

In that timeline, the aliens had a list of people with strong connections, and they actively helped them, using telepathy to guide them. However, this was more like an AI with a certain level of moral judgment, selecting people based on numerical values, rather than a "chosen one" scenario.

Despite misunderstandings, the people who survived in that timeline were gathered in one place and lived in a community. The connection between the spaceship I was on and the community was primarily based on relationships from my twenties. Some were members of a Pleiadian contact group, and others were university classmates.

That community had many problems. There was a woman who was very assertive, claimed to be spiritually advanced, and considered herself a leader. She would hysterically confront people in higher positions, saying things like, "Why are you in that position? I deserve it more."

I had a connection with the aliens in that community because, in a previous life (not a direct reincarnation, but through a group soul), a part of my group soul had moved to that Pleiadian spaceship and lived there in their middle age. That connection led me to become a mediator, but that woman didn't like it. She was greedy and annoying, and I remember her saying, "Why you?" The spiritually advanced woman with a strong sense of self-importance was very hysterical and always irritable. I couldn't understand how she could be considered "high vibration," but that was a common sight in the "high vibration" spiritual circles of that time.

In that community, there was a classmate from university who was very egoistic and hysterical. Although I didn't like her, I sometimes mistook my dislike for affection. In that timeline, the "law of attraction" brought her to the same spaceship and community, where we reunited. She was actually in a relationship, and in a previous timeline, when I decided to go to this university instead of another, she was dating someone else. She mocked me, looked down on me, and laughed at me, which was very annoying. Because of that experience, when we first met in that timeline, we immediately argued. We were fundamentally incompatible, and we didn't understand each other, so we rarely tried to compromise. However, there was a time when it seemed like we might become friends, but that didn't happen. It wasn't a matter of love or affection, but rather a desire to get back at her for the intense mockery she had inflicted on me in a previous timeline. That desire manifested as a mistaken feeling of affection. At that time, I didn't fully understand what love was, and I mistakenly thought that making someone who had mocked me change their mind and be attracted to me was a form of love. In the end, we didn't have a romantic relationship in that timeline, but that was natural because the initial feeling wasn't about romance, but about getting back at her. I even thought, "Maybe I like her," but now I realize that the feeling I interpreted as "like" back then was a complete misunderstanding. It wasn't about liking her at all; it was simply a desire to get back at her due to karma. There are times in life when we confuse romantic feelings with the desire to be recognized. That woman was also in the same community, but that's only in that timeline.

Here, several timelines are mixed together, making it difficult to understand. However, the common thread is that the karma and motivation with this woman are rooted in the feelings of "being looked down upon" and "wanting revenge," which were misunderstood and perceived as love at the time.

Returning to the timeline of natural disasters, in that timeline, the Earth's population was also reduced, and there weren't many women of the same age in the community. So, there were various things, but since there were very few people of the same age, and the community was very small, I decided to become a couple with that woman. In reality, after living together, she seemed to become increasingly aware of "how spiritually inferior she was," and I noticed that she gradually lost confidence. However, even so, she was able to end her life peacefully in that timeline, reflecting on herself. I think it's a good thing that she could reflect on herself rather than living with an inflated ego.

Whether it's a spiritually-minded woman with excessive self-confidence, or a woman from my class, they both have a sense of being out of their league. The woman who believes she has a high vibration, for example, can't even astral project. How can she possibly have regular meetings with aliens on spaceships orbiting the Earth? People who can't astral project can't even go to the meeting. Did she think they would meet physically and have a meeting in person? Even with the woman from my class, she could talk her way through things, but she was completely not on the same starting line in terms of essence. It's quite common for people to understand things with their heads, but not be on the spiritual starting line.

There are actually still timelines like that, and some, especially those with strong elitist ideologies, choose that timeline and live with their consciousness there. However, it seems to be a fairly minor timeline, and it's unclear how long it will last. It doesn't seem to be a very popular timeline, but it might become lively again as the population increases.

When I was young, I had the possibility of going to that timeline, but I chose to leave the timeline of natural disasters and move to this timeline, where the Earth continues. The timeline of natural disasters is a new start for the Earth from a new continent where almost everything on the ground has disappeared, and beautiful buildings are built with the support of the universe, and communities begin. However, there's only a small village, and it lacks diversity. So, it's a relatively uninteresting world. And living with those troublesome people with elitist ideologies is too restrictive.

Originally, the purpose of causing natural disasters (by God) was to eliminate people's ego and guide them in a spiritually positive direction. However, when it was actually done, it turned out to be different, and instead, it strengthened the idea of the chosen few and reinforced the ego. It simply resulted in a world that was no different from the previous Earth, except that the population decreased and diversity was reduced, which was a result that God did not want.

God thought, "If it's like this, there's not much point in causing natural disasters."

The current timeline seems to be a much better world than the timeline with natural disasters. Some people may prefer the timeline with natural disasters if they have a strong sense of the chosen few or like exploration. However, for God, the world after the natural disasters was not desirable.

I also think the same way, and I chose the world that continues and persists now, rather than the world where the timeline of natural disasters occurs. However, several decades ago, that timeline was not yet separated, and it was still one. I'm not sure, but I think that's the case.