I have moved away from the timeline where natural disasters occur.

2023-05-14 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 回想録

Until my university days, it felt like I was in a timeline where a catastrophic event caused a drastic reduction in the global population. In that timeline, a spaceship came to help the survivors, and I, in my late twenties, was rescued and lived on the spaceship for a few years. After the Earth's environment stabilized, we returned to live in separate national and regional communities. We received technical support from space, and I didn't experience any major difficulties in my life. I remember undergoing a health check on board the spaceship and being thoroughly made healthy through advanced medical technology. Then, we observed the Earth from the spaceship and returned after it had calmed down. Although it was once a wasteland due to the catastrophe, the Earth's natural resilience is amazing. Lush land has been restored, although it is still devastated. When we were on the spaceship, the land closest to our original environment was allocated to each community based on the aliens' research, and adjustments were made between the communities, and the relocation proceeded smoothly without much disruption.

At first glance, this might seem like a purification of the Earth, but in that timeline, the survivors who were rescued by the spaceship developed a sense of elitism, which strengthened people's egos. Because the population was reduced and the Earth was managed from space, there were no wars, but the small communities led to intense jealousy and envy among the limited number of people.

In that timeline, the support from space was only for one generation, and we were required to live independently on Earth. Therefore, feelings of jealousy were passed down to the next generation, and the same scenes that I had witnessed continued in the small communities. People on Earth don't change that much, and among the survivors, there were people who were considered spiritual or new age at the time. Some of these people had a strong sense of elitism, believing that they were chosen by the aliens to survive and live on Earth after the catastrophe. In reality, these people were helped by the aliens, but it was not because they were spiritually superior; rather, it was because they were chosen by the aliens who were connected to them. Most of them were simply helped because they were not particularly troubled people. However, for the people on Earth who were influenced by the spiritual elitism, even such a simple act felt special.

Imagine that humans begin space travel and land on an unexplored land, and they become friends with someone who happens to be there. That would be a matter of pure chance, wouldn't it? However, the people of the undeveloped race might think that they have been specially chosen. This is the extent of the story, and the aspect of being helped by chance is very strong.

Indeed, in that timeline, the aliens had a list of people with strong connections and actively helped them by telepathically instructing them where to go. However, it is said that this was done by an AI-like system that quantified the degree of morality and selected people based on that. It was not a story of being "chosen" in the sense of elitism.

Despite various misunderstandings, the survivors in that timeline were gathered in one place and lived in a group. The connection between the spaceship I stayed on and the community was based on connections from my twenties, so people like members of a Pleiades contact group, or some of my university classmates, were in the same community.
The community in that timeline had many problems. There was a woman who was strong-willed and claimed to be spiritually gifted, with a high vibration, and she claimed to be the leader. She would hysterically say things like, "Why are you in such a position? I am more deserving."
I had a connection with the aliens in that community from a long time ago. In a life several generations ago (not a direct past life, but through a group soul), a part of my soul, who was the same as me, moved to live on a Pleiades spaceship in middle age. I became an adjuster based on that connection, but that woman didn't like it. She was greedy and annoying, and I remember her saying things like, "Why you?" The spiritually gifted woman with a strong sense of self-importance was very hysterical and always irritable. I couldn't understand where her "high vibration" came from, but in reality, it was a common sight in the self-proclaimed "high vibration" spiritual circles at the time.

In that community, there was a female classmate from the same year in university who was very arrogant and hysterical, and although I didn't like her, I was so strongly dislike of her at the time that I sometimes mistakenly thought I liked her. Because of that feeling, which was not actually love, it was drawn to the same community in this timeline through the law of attraction. This girl was actually in a relationship, and in a timeline before this one, when I decided to go to this university instead of another one, she was initially dating another guy, and she used to insult and look down on me, making me feel very annoyed. Because of that experience, in a previous timeline (which continues to the present, before the separation), we argued from the moment we met. We are fundamentally incompatible, but we are so incompatible that we don't understand each other, and we rarely try to get along. However, there was a time when it seemed like we might become friends, but that didn't happen. This is because, emotionally, it wasn't love, but simply a feeling of wanting to get back at her for the intense insults she had given me in a previous timeline, which was a karmic feeling. At that time, I didn't understand love or romance very deeply, so I mistakenly thought that making the person who had insulted me change their mind and turn around was like love. In the end, she didn't have a romantic relationship with me in this timeline, but that was natural because her initial motivation was not romance, but the karmic desire to get back at her. At one point, I thought I might like her, but now I realize that the feeling I interpreted as "like" at the time was a complete misunderstanding. I didn't like her at all; I just wanted to get back at her because of karma. I think there are times in life when people confuse romantic love with the feeling of wanting to be recognized. And she was in the same community. However, that is only in the context of that timeline.

Although there are mixed-up stories from different timelines, the common thread is that the motivation and feeling with this girl were "being insulted" and "wanting to get back at her," which was misunderstood and interpreted as love at the time.

Returning to the timeline of natural disasters, in that timeline, the population of the entire Earth was reduced, and there were not many women of the same age in the community. So, there were various things, but since there were so few people of the same age, and the community was very small, I decided to become her husband. In reality, after living together, she seemed to become increasingly aware of "how spiritually inferior she was," and I realized that she was gradually losing confidence. However, she was able to reflect on herself and live a peaceful life in that timeline. I think it was good that she could reflect on herself rather than living with an inflated ego.

Whether it's a spiritually-minded woman with excessive self-confidence, or this classmate, they both have a sense of being out of their league. The spiritually-minded woman who believes she is highly spiritual cannot even astral project, so how can she possibly have regular meetings with aliens on spaceships orbiting the Earth? People who cannot astral project cannot even go to the meeting physically. Did she think she would have a meeting in person? The classmate, too, could only talk her way around, but she was completely at a different starting point. It is quite common for people to understand things intellectually but not be at the spiritual starting point.

There are still timelines like that, and some, especially those with strong elitist ideologies, choose to live in those timelines. However, it seems to be a relatively minor timeline, and it is unclear how long it will last. It doesn't seem to be a very popular timeline, but it may become more lively as the population increases.

When I was young, there was a possibility that I would go to that timeline, but I chose to leave the timeline with natural disasters and move to this timeline, where the Earth continues. In the timeline with natural disasters, the Earth restarts from a new continent where almost everything on the ground has disappeared, and beautiful buildings are built with the support of the universe, and communities begin. However, there is only a small village, and it lacks diversity. Therefore, it is a relatively uninteresting world. And living with people who have annoying elitist consciousness is too restrictive.

Originally, the purpose of causing natural disasters (by God) was to eliminate people's egos and lead them in a spiritually positive direction. However, when it was actually done, it turned out to be different, and instead, elitist ideas became stronger, egos were strengthened, and it simply remained the same as the previous Earth, except that the population had decreased and diversity had decreased, which was a result that God did not want.

God thought, "If it's like this, there's not much point in causing natural disasters."

This current timeline seems like a much better world than the timeline with natural disasters. Some people may prefer the timeline with natural disasters if they have strong elitist ideas or like pioneering, but for God, the world after the natural disasters was not desirable.

I thought the same way, and I chose this world, which continues, rather than the world where the natural disaster timeline occurs. However, several decades ago, that timeline had not yet separated; it was still one. I don't have any certainty, but I think so.