I feel a connection to the heavens, but I also feel a sense of distance between myself and the heavens.

2022-10-28 記
Topic: :スピリチュアル: 瞑想録

Inside the body, there are energy routes, and these routes actually extend outside the body, particularly connecting to the lower part (grounding) and the upper part (heaven, or the universe). Among these, I feel that the route to heaven is starting to connect, but it feels somewhat blocked.

Until recently, I could only vaguely sense something extending upwards from the Sahasrara chakra at the top of my head, like a slightly extended antenna, similar to the character "GeGeGe no Kitaro."

While the basic sensation remains the same, I feel that it's extending a bit further upwards, and I'm starting to feel a faint connection to something above, or to the world around me, not just upwards. However, I feel that the route at the top of my head is blocked.

Of course, there's nothing physically there, and there are no physical senses, but I still have the sensation that there's something there, like an energy route or pipe extending upwards.

This isn't just imagination; it's a feeling that I'm somehow sensing its existence. I feel that the connection to heaven is starting, but it's not yet fully connected.

In daily life, sometimes I transition from a meditative state to normal activities, but when I sit down to meditate, energy fills the area above my head. At that time, I feel that the energy extends slightly upwards. The way it extends has become longer than before, but when it extends, I feel a blockage somewhere above.

Even though it's called a blockage, there's nothing physically there, so it's a sensory feeling. In reality, the blockage isn't that severe; it's like dry land where water hasn't fully penetrated.

It's strange that even though the sensation of connecting to heaven is felt upwards, what's perceived through that connection is the "world" as the "surroundings." When I say "world," I don't mean the entire Earth, but rather the world around me, which is still a very small space. Nevertheless, I somehow perceive it as a "world" in terms of my surroundings.

This sensation is still weak, and that's probably because the connection to heaven is still weak. However, I feel that the connection to heaven will become stronger in the future.