In the group soul I belong to, there was a lineage of witches who were kidnapped by the Nazis, subjected to torture, and imprisoned with a round ring screwed onto their skulls. Sometimes, a cry from the depths of my being surfaces, manifesting as a trauma. It's more than just a trauma; it's a resentment, a desire for the Nazis to "die, die, die."

I haven't been able to pinpoint the cause of this trauma in this lifetime, and I often wonder about the source of these sudden emotions. However, I realized that this is something that needs to be resolved.

I had previously thought that this was a trauma belonging to my inner child, and that it could be resolved by increasing the energy and becoming positive. In fact, I have been able to resolve it to some extent, and it generally doesn't interfere with my daily life. However, sometimes, this same trauma resurfaces, and I wonder what it is.

When I recall the memory, I think I was living in Austria or the surrounding area. It was a dark time under Nazi rule, and if you were identified as a witch, the Nazis would immediately kidnap you.

I was forced to use my spiritual vision to locate enemy troops. However, it wasn't really spiritual vision; I was emitting energy from my palms to create a holographic image that appeared in the air.

This used a lot of energy, so I became weakened, and the prison environment was also bad, so I lost my physical strength.

One day, I tried to escape, but I was discovered and shot, captured, and had a ring screwed onto my head to prevent me from escaping.

This memory often resurfaces. However, the soul from that time returned to the group soul after death, so there is no direct reincarnation. However, after merging with the group soul, a part of it flows into the soul fragments, and I end up inheriting some of the memories.

While tracing these memories, I feel that a part of that soul is still in Austria, and I may need to go to Austria someday to retrieve that soul. However, it's difficult to go out now because of the coronavirus, and it may not be Austria, but rather the Czech Republic or the surrounding area. The area is vast, so I don't think I can go until the specific location is identified.I was thinking that, and then, during meditation, I saw something like a crystal appear inside my body, near my chest, on the side. I wondered what it was, and during the meditation, I used something like an aura-sensing finger to slowly pull it out, and a short sword came out. It has a shape like a Chinese cleaver, with a rectangular base, and the tip is slightly angular, like a deba knife, and it has a shape that looks like it would appear in an anime. I thought it was a crystal, but it was a short sword. And it's incredibly thick. I felt like my trauma was further reduced. I wondered what to do with this short sword, but for now, I decided to put it in the lower back area of my body. Somehow, the fact that what is essentially a curse took the form of a short sword (even though it was during meditation) feels like something from the currently popular manga "Jujutsu Kaisen." I don't know if this can be used as a weapon, but I have received a light sword before, but it was long and a little inconvenient to use for small things. This short sword, however, seems to be easy to use. Still, I don't think I'll be using it for anything specific right away.

The other day, it seems like it caused some trouble, and my lower back started to feel a little bad, but it recovered after doing some yoga asanas. You have to be careful when dealing with things like this. You also need to be careful about how you store it. In addition, I imagined a scabbard and put the short sword in it, and decided to equip it on the right lower back side. This should probably not interfere with my usual movements.

Well, since this is a story that happened during meditation, it's possible that it's just a symbol, and it may not be exactly what I saw. I can't completely determine whether it's true or not, but I'm understanding it as a story.

I think it's best to understand things like this as relatively independent stories, and not directly connect them to real life.

There may be amulets or accessories that ward off demons that have a similar role.

Anyway, when I extracted what I thought was a crystal and turned it into a short sword, the feelings of trauma that were caused by the same factor were reduced by half or less. I could hear a much fainter voice. It seems to have had an effect.

In this world, there are many unseen dangers that you can't see even when you're out and about in the world, so it's useful to have something like a short sword that can be used immediately, not just something grand like a light sword. It can be used immediately. Recently, I was possessed by a ghost that looked like a "child-crying old man" in Roppongi, and I wonder if it would have been different if I had had this.